Mar 19, 2006 02:42
Aren't you supposed to feel good when you're honest with the people you care about? So why do I feel so crappy when I'm telling the truth instead of lying? I know that lying doesn't do any good, so I should feel good about being honest, but instead I just feel bad. Maybe it's because all I'm used to is telling lies all the time. Or maybe it's because I know that most of the people I'm friends with have built a friendship with the person who lies to make things seem better, not the person who tells them the truth. Maybe I'm just not ready to be honest with people... but I'm just so tired from all the lies. I don't know what to do anymore.