I like to eat her like ice cream, maybe dip her in chocolate...
Hey guys... I know we've played this game before... but I really am gonna try to start updating in here more. I might make it friend's only so certain people can't read it. But I don't know yet. If I do, just comment and I'll add you.
I'm freeeee! I'm single. :-D Well, actually, I was single all along. But my heart wasn't, it was attached. Even these last few weeks when I've been realizing my true feelings (it's just a friendship to me, it could never be more and I would never want it to be) my heart was still attached, just because I needed closure. But I got my form of closure and I feel so much better now. I'm free from the drama, chaos, anxiety and depression that came with that whole situation and I feel like I can really breathe for the first time in the long time.
I had a great time with Melissa last night. :-D We watched movies and filled out job applications, since I really, really need one. Decided that we would never be like the incredibly unhappy people in the movie. Went to Meijer for chocolate milk and pregnancy tests. Thought Melissa was pregnant, almost flipped out, thought Lindsay (Melissa's younger sister) was pregnant, did flip out, found out that it's neither one of them, just someone Lindsay knows, allowed my heart to start beating again and eventually returned to breathing normal.
Hmm, what else? Oh, my parents are ready to, like, kick me out of the house if I don't get a job, so that's kind-of a downer. Haha, that's just for you LJ readers to know though, not x-posted in my DJ, so keep it on the DL. Especially those of you who read this journal and have a hard time keeping your damn mouths shut.
Ah, no worries. Melissa said I can live with her if I get kicked out so at least I have someplace to stay. Yesss...?
Haha, this entry would lead you to think that I'm depressed or at least that I'm not unbelievably happy, but I really am. I feel so good right now. I'm trying to cut the drama out of my life, to get rid of all those things and those people that just don't need to be there, that just make me depressed and bring me down all the time. It's already helping, I feel so much happier now. Granted it's only been a couple of days but I'm thinking positively so maybe it'll stay like this. :-D
Oh! The one other thing that was really cool is that I saw Star Wars III (I think? It was the new one, whichever one that is, lol) yesterday with Mike (M. not A.), Chris and Kanny. It was Chris' birthday so we all went to go see it. I expected to fall asleep during it or at the very least make fun of it with Kan the entire time. The first half or so was annoying and dull (for the most part, there were a couple good parts) but after that I really got into it and it turned out to be a pretty good movie. I was impressed at least. And Yoda and R2 are both so damn cute I can't stand it! Me and Kandis fell in love with them, lol.
By the way, American Beauty rocked my socks like crazy. That movie was so beautiful, really awesome.
Alright, time to finish job apps, turn them in and then clean the house. But I don't do anything with my life. Haha. Good times. Leave me some commments, you know I love them.
♥
I'm freeeee! I'm single. :-D Well, actually, I was single all along. But my heart wasn't, it was attached. Even these last few weeks when I've been realizing my true feelings (it's just a friendship to me, it could never be more and I would never want it to be) my heart was still attached, just because I needed closure. But I got my form of closure and I feel so much better now. I'm free from the drama, chaos, anxiety and depression that came with that whole situation and I feel like I can really breathe for the first time in the long time.
I had a great time with Melissa last night. :-D We watched movies and filled out job applications, since I really, really need one. Decided that we would never be like the incredibly unhappy people in the movie. Went to Meijer for chocolate milk and pregnancy tests. Thought Melissa was pregnant, almost flipped out, thought Lindsay (Melissa's younger sister) was pregnant, did flip out, found out that it's neither one of them, just someone Lindsay knows, allowed my heart to start beating again and eventually returned to breathing normal.
Hmm, what else? Oh, my parents are ready to, like, kick me out of the house if I don't get a job, so that's kind-of a downer. Haha, that's just for you LJ readers to know though, not x-posted in my DJ, so keep it on the DL. Especially those of you who read this journal and have a hard time keeping your damn mouths shut.
Ah, no worries. Melissa said I can live with her if I get kicked out so at least I have someplace to stay. Yesss...?
Haha, this entry would lead you to think that I'm depressed or at least that I'm not unbelievably happy, but I really am. I feel so good right now. I'm trying to cut the drama out of my life, to get rid of all those things and those people that just don't need to be there, that just make me depressed and bring me down all the time. It's already helping, I feel so much happier now. Granted it's only been a couple of days but I'm thinking positively so maybe it'll stay like this. :-D
Oh! The one other thing that was really cool is that I saw Star Wars III (I think? It was the new one, whichever one that is, lol) yesterday with Mike (M. not A.), Chris and Kanny. It was Chris' birthday so we all went to go see it. I expected to fall asleep during it or at the very least make fun of it with Kan the entire time. The first half or so was annoying and dull (for the most part, there were a couple good parts) but after that I really got into it and it turned out to be a pretty good movie. I was impressed at least. And Yoda and R2 are both so damn cute I can't stand it! Me and Kandis fell in love with them, lol.
By the way, American Beauty rocked my socks like crazy. That movie was so beautiful, really awesome.
Alright, time to finish job apps, turn them in and then clean the house. But I don't do anything with my life. Haha. Good times. Leave me some commments, you know I love them.
♥