i should be studying...
I have a big test in my Roman Culture class at 5pm... i stayed up to 7am studying...well studying and talking to laura, but i have a lot more i need to do but i can't help thinking about nxt year
Jmu completely skrewed me over w/ the nursing program. i came to this school as a declared nursing major... completed all the requirements and now there isn't enough space in the program... its bullshit b/c the more people i tlak to the more i realize this has been a problem w/ the program for a few years no, so in other words jmu staight out lied to nursing applicants when we applied to this school. i could've went to a few of the other schools i was accepted to where i would've been guarnteed in the program since it started freshman year, but i choose jmu b/c it ws my top choice and i trusted them that this wouldn't be a problem... but now i am skrewed
i am trying to apply to mason's nursing dpt for nxt year but there is no guarntee i will get in esp since they look at transfer applicants after the students already there and they will prob have an issue w/ space as well. i looked into a few other schools but every1 wants different prereqs and i will prob have to take a semester off to go somewhere else. now i thought of that a few months ago and it wasnt a huge issue, i knew i'd miss every1 here but i could work, take some classes at a community college and then transfer nxt year (b/c most programs just start in the fall)... but that was all b4 jeff and i got back together. now the idea of being home in NJ nxt year and that far away from him scares the hell out of me. last summer the distance became too much and we broke up b/c of it(well mostly because of it).. i am never as happy as i am with him and i don't want to lose him but i see it happening if i am home for a whole year. i'd be able to visit and i know that... but i don't want to just visit him, i want to be with him as much as i can... this whole thing just sucks... i prob won't be able to graduate on time, i have to leave the school and friends i love and start anew where most people will already have the tight nit groups...
idk why i am obsessing over it b/c there isn't much i can do at this point, but i am really worried. it sounds dumb but i can't picture myself that far away from jeff for that long of a time, but if i can't get into mason or jmu's nursing program i am not really going to have a choice. i don't want to lose the only guy i have ever loved b/c jmu is fucking gay....this whole situation just sucks.. but what can i do... i can complain over lj and hope u all will send me love to cheer me up...
i guess i should go back to studying.. but leave me comments
Jmu completely skrewed me over w/ the nursing program. i came to this school as a declared nursing major... completed all the requirements and now there isn't enough space in the program... its bullshit b/c the more people i tlak to the more i realize this has been a problem w/ the program for a few years no, so in other words jmu staight out lied to nursing applicants when we applied to this school. i could've went to a few of the other schools i was accepted to where i would've been guarnteed in the program since it started freshman year, but i choose jmu b/c it ws my top choice and i trusted them that this wouldn't be a problem... but now i am skrewed
i am trying to apply to mason's nursing dpt for nxt year but there is no guarntee i will get in esp since they look at transfer applicants after the students already there and they will prob have an issue w/ space as well. i looked into a few other schools but every1 wants different prereqs and i will prob have to take a semester off to go somewhere else. now i thought of that a few months ago and it wasnt a huge issue, i knew i'd miss every1 here but i could work, take some classes at a community college and then transfer nxt year (b/c most programs just start in the fall)... but that was all b4 jeff and i got back together. now the idea of being home in NJ nxt year and that far away from him scares the hell out of me. last summer the distance became too much and we broke up b/c of it(well mostly because of it).. i am never as happy as i am with him and i don't want to lose him but i see it happening if i am home for a whole year. i'd be able to visit and i know that... but i don't want to just visit him, i want to be with him as much as i can... this whole thing just sucks... i prob won't be able to graduate on time, i have to leave the school and friends i love and start anew where most people will already have the tight nit groups...
idk why i am obsessing over it b/c there isn't much i can do at this point, but i am really worried. it sounds dumb but i can't picture myself that far away from jeff for that long of a time, but if i can't get into mason or jmu's nursing program i am not really going to have a choice. i don't want to lose the only guy i have ever loved b/c jmu is fucking gay....this whole situation just sucks.. but what can i do... i can complain over lj and hope u all will send me love to cheer me up...
i guess i should go back to studying.. but leave me comments