im drunk

[confusedyouth05]

i know i shouldnt be but i am.
why do i feel this way, i dont know.
i like feeling this way,
cause it feels good and ive never felt this way before.
im sorry if i ruin your life,
but i cant help it. felling this way, you know?
but i am, who i am.
and i feel, what i feel
and i feel, strongly for u even if i am drunk.
i still know, i want you.
i know right now, that u dont wwant me.
but as anyone else can see,
u mean so much to me.
i know im drunk,
i still know what im sayin,
u make me feel, like no other.
why you make me so,
i do not know.
but while u make me go wild,
is all about your smile.
yes i know imso drunk,
but i do not care.
but i want u so much,
that u make me hate myself.
its not ur fault, i do it to myself.
but the fact that i keep doin it to myself,
really really hurts.
cause the last time i let myself love,
i got myself hurt so many times,you couldnt even count thhem.
im gonna shutup now and go pass out somewhere,
im sorry if i hurt u,
and im so sorry,
that i care.

i never ment to hurt u at all forgive me