am i cursed or somthin?
i feel like i'm cursed. i seem to push people away, and i don't know y. or i have a really bad way of attracting people, or somthin. i don't know what it is, but it makes me feel like shit. i feel like i'm maki someone's relationship go sour or drop lower because of me. of course i don;t want him to be w/ her, and i want him all for myself, but that's not fair to him. i can't tare him away from somthin like that if he wants it so bad, but whatever. i want him to read this, but i doubt that he will. who knows. nothin ever goes my way @ all. and never. just for once, i want to have someone that i want. instead f just wanting them, i want him to be mine, like now. but that's not gonna happen, so screw it. i'm just gonna shutup and go pierce somthin or somthin.
nity nite
hope that all of your livs are better than mine
nity nite
hope that all of your livs are better than mine