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/sigh
Well, I have an AMAZING computer now ((with the exception of needing to buy a new video card and I still need a new monitor)) but the card I have doesn't stop me from playing really great games, so YEAY NEW COMPUTER!! And YEAY WORLD OF WARCRAFT!!
Umm... yeah, so new computer's good and I LOVE my job @ North Haven RadioShack. The guys I work with are great-- training's kinda meh. I start talking to customers today on the floor which I'm not looking forward to because after some roleplaying apparently I suck. Due to being paid commission, there's this huge, important list of shit that we have to do and in a certain order and we can't really answer questions for customers, we're supposed to ask THEM all the questions and tell THEM what THEY want. So, yeah... work on that today XP
Things are going really quite well for me and I acknowledge that, but... /sigh I just feel a lot of negativity about the way my life is right now...
A LOT.
And I feel that I'm honestly depressed a lot of the time.. I just feel upset, and nostalgic, I feel very "what if i had", and I'm also always in a lot of physical pain when I feel like that... and it all makes me not want to do anything but loaf around when I'm not at work. I don't know..
But I'm REALLY not going to get into it...
Well, I have an AMAZING computer now ((with the exception of needing to buy a new video card and I still need a new monitor)) but the card I have doesn't stop me from playing really great games, so YEAY NEW COMPUTER!! And YEAY WORLD OF WARCRAFT!!
Umm... yeah, so new computer's good and I LOVE my job @ North Haven RadioShack. The guys I work with are great-- training's kinda meh. I start talking to customers today on the floor which I'm not looking forward to because after some roleplaying apparently I suck. Due to being paid commission, there's this huge, important list of shit that we have to do and in a certain order and we can't really answer questions for customers, we're supposed to ask THEM all the questions and tell THEM what THEY want. So, yeah... work on that today XP
Things are going really quite well for me and I acknowledge that, but... /sigh I just feel a lot of negativity about the way my life is right now...
A LOT.
And I feel that I'm honestly depressed a lot of the time.. I just feel upset, and nostalgic, I feel very "what if i had", and I'm also always in a lot of physical pain when I feel like that... and it all makes me not want to do anything but loaf around when I'm not at work. I don't know..
But I'm REALLY not going to get into it...