mommy
well, mom, since u read my journal and stuff....i would like to say hi and ask everyone else to do the same.
my tommy wrote me saying 'tell mom i love her, i know she hate me'. my poor baby. he said hes been crying and he wants me to keep his money in savings when he gets out and he just wants it to be us two alone. like i said, i can not in any way see myself marrying him. its crazy. i mean, i do care about him but really now....im tasha, that nice,quiet,beta club chick from high school who hardly even talks to guys....like ima marry some crazy atlanta man.
THE EXORCISM OF EMILY ROSE comes out this weekend and i will be going!! yay!!! i cant wait. i want shane to go with me if he comes home cuz ima get skurred... travis said he would but im mad at him and we havent talked in 2 days. i realized he, amongst every other man, makes me feel bad about myself...except for tommy. tommy makes me feel superior. and he accepts me for all i am, physically and mentally. becuz, the chiks he knows are dumb atlanta hoes. thats why i like him like i do. even shane makes me feel inadequate, not purposely of course. he still my boo. but yeah.....
my tommy wrote me saying 'tell mom i love her, i know she hate me'. my poor baby. he said hes been crying and he wants me to keep his money in savings when he gets out and he just wants it to be us two alone. like i said, i can not in any way see myself marrying him. its crazy. i mean, i do care about him but really now....im tasha, that nice,quiet,beta club chick from high school who hardly even talks to guys....like ima marry some crazy atlanta man.
THE EXORCISM OF EMILY ROSE comes out this weekend and i will be going!! yay!!! i cant wait. i want shane to go with me if he comes home cuz ima get skurred... travis said he would but im mad at him and we havent talked in 2 days. i realized he, amongst every other man, makes me feel bad about myself...except for tommy. tommy makes me feel superior. and he accepts me for all i am, physically and mentally. becuz, the chiks he knows are dumb atlanta hoes. thats why i like him like i do. even shane makes me feel inadequate, not purposely of course. he still my boo. but yeah.....