Will the real Melissa please stand up?

[confusedswimkid]

ok, well as you can see from my last entry I was very stressed over the fact that I had to choose between Conally and Chris. Now that I realized that I don't like either one of them like that, I finally feel like me. It was hard to tell Chris exactly how I feel, but then again,it's chris. He can hide his emotions really well, and I don't even know if he was hurt. Well it was back to normal with him and we talked a while on the phone. I think more towards the end of our convo we both were like if something happens in HS, it happens. I mean I even told him about the other guy I was thinking about lately...my mystery man that very few know about.

Well I'm probably going over to Chris' on Friday to meet Raphael who is a French exchange student. Yummy. He is like a year and some months older than me, less than Chris. I might have a lot of fun with this boy haha. No like Chris said, what's the point of getting involved with a guy you only will see for 3 weeks and who lives in France? BUt if he's hot he's hott! No Jk. Oh yeah I won't be able to update my livejournal for like 3 or 4 days because I have to go to gay Gettysburg with my family. UGH. I mean how boring can we get. This also means I won't see my mystery man until Friday morning. Gosh. Oh well, summer lovin had me a blast....

Love, Melissa

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