I am in lust
Ok, so I finally found a guy that I really like, his name is TYLER, and he is so cutee and hecka sweet too. Anyways he goes to my church youth group and yea he is awesome and really friendly. The only problem is I dunno if he feels the same way about me that I do about him. He may like me though, because yesterday at youth group he came up to me and said HEY BEAUTIFUL and gave me a hug...soo maybe that means he likes me i dunno...guys are very umm WEIRD haha. Another problem is I heard that he is not a virgin from some of my friends that have known him for a while....soo thats not good and also he is an Atheist, which means he doesn't believe there is any kind of god out there...not good, and its weird that he goes to my youth group but yet he is an atheist....odd. Also I heard that he is a freak.....but uhhh I really like this guy soo I dunno....I sent him a myspace message, cuzz of course I am too shy to tell him in person that I like him, but yeaa I am just nervous to find out if he likes me....he better haha...cuzz yeaa I need a man in my life. Alrighty well thats all I needed to sayyy adios!