Hmmmmmmmmm my new favorite word!

[confusedsmoya]

yello! how are ya? i am good? you? good! ok so i have been slacking off sooooo much. now that i have actually started attending meetings for sophmore planning and stuff, i am laging behind in all my classses. first two weeks of school, everything was great, had great grades partly becuase there were so few grades, and the few grades i did have were like all reaaaaal good. now i have alreasy started to go downhill. i cann't do this. why do i not think about my future? why? the only thing i'm concerned about is ohh i wonder if i can get a new face adn not have this one. i wonder if i can get a new body so i an b satisfied, but who realli gives a damn about all those shallow and superficial unimportant thigs. as pikachoo was saying why aren't we just happy being who we are. why do we alwyas have to focus on sutff we doon't have or frankly don't need. for me in my life, the things important to me are family, friends and a good future ahead of me. i have a great family, awesome friends and yet i am not able to make up a good future for myself. all i am doing is freaking slacking off! ugh someone hit me ont he head, real hard, real fast.

ok justr a few things off my head, i need a place to rant and just pour my heart out adn this is perfect. today i told apoopoo i was lonely and she told me to get a pole. i think i will. poles are my friends. they coo. the rest of the day was good, i hate french. i don't understand it no mo. i need some real help. everytime i try to concentrate on stuff, i am always diverted and i'm always thinking of other stuff! hmmmm its like theres not a moment i am not thinking. wow. so i need friends. i get bored too easy. i need help. like real help. ok man whateva bah!