Oct 02, 2006 12:03
So life right now is very difficult
I'm at my wits ends because of how stressed I am
im literally making myself physically sick and its all because I can't turn off my brain and calm down for once
I need to learn how to sit still and just relaz my mind and learn hwo to repress and thoughts...just relax
of course its all easier said than done
Today i got my damned english essay test back, which i knew i did horrible on because of how dead my brain was
and of course, i did absolutely horrible...i dont think ive received that abd of a mark in a very long time
especially in an area that im usually so inclined with!
I need help, and the only person who can help me is myself
Its bad enough to the point where I can't even write, my mind is blocking me and its running in circles, going absolutely no where