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My personality is a never ending cycle
What types of personalities am i attracted too? apparently people who are confident, almost always OVERLY confident. When thought about, those types of men are usually the only ones that i can intake; when placed rght they hold em up and uplift me and i beleive thats why i become so attracted. If i were to be with someone whom was as self aware as i am and an uncontrollable perfectionist upon self, i wouldnt be able to live it through and neither would they; we would be too weak to keep each other mutually strong. So, naturally as i said before i go for the confident ones, as of which iam not because of my overbearing need to be perfect and meet my own expectations which are really unreachable. And of course, after a while they do not want to be with me because they want someone more confident in themselves (and when i say they i mean all the men who i may be attracted to that are confident...or overly so). So really im leading myelf into a neverending pit. God i hate this, i want to be better and i want to not be such a perfectionist but its just so difficult.
What types of personalities am i attracted too? apparently people who are confident, almost always OVERLY confident. When thought about, those types of men are usually the only ones that i can intake; when placed rght they hold em up and uplift me and i beleive thats why i become so attracted. If i were to be with someone whom was as self aware as i am and an uncontrollable perfectionist upon self, i wouldnt be able to live it through and neither would they; we would be too weak to keep each other mutually strong. So, naturally as i said before i go for the confident ones, as of which iam not because of my overbearing need to be perfect and meet my own expectations which are really unreachable. And of course, after a while they do not want to be with me because they want someone more confident in themselves (and when i say they i mean all the men who i may be attracted to that are confident...or overly so). So really im leading myelf into a neverending pit. God i hate this, i want to be better and i want to not be such a perfectionist but its just so difficult.