Oct 16, 2008 07:09
I'm so tired. Everything seems meaningless.
Nobody is here anymore. Living every day is pain.
What can I do though, it could be worse.
If I could only reach out and take some one's hand.
All I have to offer is unconditional.
Yet it seems as if nobody else feels that way.
Every one is preoccupied with possessions.
I just want to reject all the trappings.
What I own ends up owning me.
I have to be free.
The freedom I can taste.
To be happy and provide for those I love.
Yet, I have no love.
For yet love not returned is not love at all.
So what do I have to provide for?
Abundance is everlasting, and nature provides.
So I must harden my heart to the winter cold.
I must believe spring will come and thaw my heart.
Until then though, my feelings should be locked away.
Only focus on the task at hand.