a year....
It seems as if the last time I have posted was a year ago. So many things change in a year. Including myself. I have changed in ways I never thought possible. I have grown, as a woman, a friend, a lover, a person. I am not the same person I was a year ago, or even two years ago. I am finally figuring out who I am as a person. What I want out of life.
The people I want in my life and people I DO NOT want in my life. The drama I will put up with and drama I will not put up with. I REFUSE to put up with petty garbage anymore. I do not have the time or the desire. It may sound harsh and mean. I have been through too dayum much to even think of dealing with drama. Yet, I seem to encounter it. I am not sure why this is. Especially with women. With people who I think may be a friend. Then they turn out not to be a true friend. They cannot make there own mind up. Cannot come to me for the TRUTH. Will assume instead of talking to me. I hate that.
I was watching the dvd of my wedding. I saw me, yet I am not that person anymore. I did not recognize the girl in that dress. It was such a moving moment. Such a revelation. If someone were to tell me I would one day look at my wedding DVD and not cry. I would say no way! It happened. Sure I got a little teary eyed. It was sad and happy. I could compare this to watching a movie of myself. Yet, the character I was playing was a married woman. How crazy! It was surreal!
I wanted this entry to be longer. I am tired and my wrist hurts. : ( ...
more later... I need to get on this more often.
The people I want in my life and people I DO NOT want in my life. The drama I will put up with and drama I will not put up with. I REFUSE to put up with petty garbage anymore. I do not have the time or the desire. It may sound harsh and mean. I have been through too dayum much to even think of dealing with drama. Yet, I seem to encounter it. I am not sure why this is. Especially with women. With people who I think may be a friend. Then they turn out not to be a true friend. They cannot make there own mind up. Cannot come to me for the TRUTH. Will assume instead of talking to me. I hate that.
I was watching the dvd of my wedding. I saw me, yet I am not that person anymore. I did not recognize the girl in that dress. It was such a moving moment. Such a revelation. If someone were to tell me I would one day look at my wedding DVD and not cry. I would say no way! It happened. Sure I got a little teary eyed. It was sad and happy. I could compare this to watching a movie of myself. Yet, the character I was playing was a married woman. How crazy! It was surreal!
I wanted this entry to be longer. I am tired and my wrist hurts. : ( ...
more later... I need to get on this more often.