i will never change who i am, because i love who i am... but i will never stop improving.

[confusedmf]

it could be very easy to be dissapointed about things. how my friends have parties that they do not invite me to for fear of awkwardness... i finally see the meaning of bros before hoes... or that my wow character has become an internet slut and im paying for other people to play her... although i weirdly enjoy the fact that people love her... wish i could try her out with the new fire spec someone gave her... or that people avoid talking to me or pretend they dont see me or get nervous around me. All these things were inevitable i suppose. And i forgive them all even if they never appologize. cause the thing is... i know who i am... and i refuse to let these things hold me down. Parties are more fun when im there anyway... so there loss... not mine. I could phone up a million people who would love my company.. but tonight i study and fill my head with knowledge that will bring me ahead.

went out to dinner at Wild Wings with just my parents... had an incredible time enjoying good food with people who love me unconditionally.

hope it pours raining so i can go outside and dance in the rain until my little heart is content. crack the sky wide open, im ready.