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[confusedlittle1]

i want to smoke untill i throw up.
i want to do drug i would never even think about doing
i want to drink untill i passout in a pile of throwup
i want to do anything to get fucked up
NOW

i need new friends.
mine apparently have no respect for me.
im sick of being to nice to people
and then being walked all over.

im so sick of being used.
i just wanna get fucked the fuck up.