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Radford
it is exactly what i had expected it to be. A school full of sorority/fraternity boys and girls. And they do exactly what i expected them to do. Party all of the time. Not that i dont like the occasional go out and party, but this is what their lives revolve around. I cannot go into a class without at least 5 people talking about how incredibly wasted they got on a tuesday night. I just cannot deal with it. I feel so bad, because i've pretty much have been in hiding while being here. I just don't want to talk to anyone anymore. My first attempts were in the beggining of being here...and they failed, because all of the girls just talked shit about everything and everyone. It was as if they couldnt relax and just chill the fuck out. And every guy that i've talked to...since i figured maybe it was just a girl thing...has stopped talking to me when they found out i had a boyfriend. So i guess that doesn't work either. Whatever. I'm just anxious to get out. And this is the first time i've talked about this, because im supposed to be pretending that i'm really happy and stoked to be here.
I feel like i did in eigth grade. Antisocial, lonely and frustrated.
I knew i wasn't supposed to be in the south.
Not that im saying bad things about southerners...it's just not for me.