[-I was lost in the neon lights till the day you called me yours-]
Had my interview at probation today.. it went well. I have to say.. I didn't think it was my best interview to date, but I knew all the answers. I did not like the order in which they were asked because I felt like they made me feel like I was repeating myself a lot.. but can't control that, I guess. It was a panel interview. The lady warned me before entering the room... haha. I kept it cool, though. Panel interviews don't really bother me. Interviews don't really bother me at all. I guess we'll just have to wait and see. They told me they would be hiring within a month or so. From what I'm hearing they are in desperate need for PO's in New London. Meh.. far away. But I'd take what I can get. Would be hard, though.. considering we've looking to move closer to the Hamden/Shelton area. Oh well.. there's always transfers. Not really sure how to feel about it, though.. I guess the best thing I can do is wait and see and stop thinking about it. It was a close call, though. Last night when I took Wanda out my car died while we were in the store (I can't remember if I said this before, or not :P). Today I went out around 11 to start my car.. it started fine. I went to get ready and went outside to leave around noon and the fucking thing was dead again. My interview was at 1, in New Haven.. Jim was not home. Mat was not home. I called Jim flipping out. I was going to either Uber to New Haven or Uber to Mat's job to take his car because he couldn't leave work. Anyway.. I got mad and went to start it and like pressed on the gas and it fucking started. I was so grateful! However, I am still mad that I just got the damn thing fixed for one thing.. and now it seems like it's having a battery problem. Or so I think. I want Jim to take it to Auto Zone and have the battery tested. He couldn't go tonight because class ran too late. I am hoping it starts tomorrow morning so I can get to work. He has to leave before me so I will be screwed.. again. Ugh.. I hate having to worry about this crap. I have zero dollars to spare for car repairs. It's a pay week though.. woohoo! I think I have four hours overtime on the check coming up. I've been so busy that I haven't been able to work on the weekends and when I can work.. they didn't offer it. My luck.
Also went to therapy. Pretty sure I'm "stable" again, so we're back to business with the EMDR. It's been a while so I can't even remember really far back because of all the emotional energy that has gone into recent events. However... like I said... I think I am stabilizing again. PHEW! Close call :P The kickboxing is probably helping. I'm pissed off at myself because I didn't go today.. I have no excuse. Well.. there's ALWAYS an excuse... I just don't really have a good one. Got to spend some time with Jim before he went to class, though.. haven't had much time together lately due to opposite schedules again.. By the time he left I was just in my PJ'S... just not willing to leave again. I'll be going tomorrow for sure.. can't wait too long or I'll be a cripple again.. man, that was rough!
We're watching the Raiders game now. I like football.. but only to an extent, lol. I suppose I am like that with all sports.. It's nice to just watch in bed with Jim. I usually fall asleep, though. But at least I won't be completely lost at work tomorrow when all the men gather round near my cubicle to discuss this bullshit. Hahahaha. Did clean my bathroom today while Jim was in class. Ugh, I hate cleaning the bathroom. I wanted to get to the bedroom too.. but got a little too lazy. I decided I am going to follow General Hospital again (HAHA, don't judge)--Wanda watches it every day, and I think it would be a cool thing to talk about with her. Soap Operas (as lame as they are) are additive and god knows I'll just fall right in. Oh well.. like I've said before.. I feel like I've watched everything known to man.. But fall is coming... and when there is Fall.. my shows come back! Oh, what a life I live. I've been trying to get back into reading. I finished one book that was pretty good. I'm almost half way into another that I got for free. I get a free book once a month on my kindle with Jim's Amazon Prime account. Can't complain! Speaking of reading.. that's usually what I've been doing to put me to sleep. It appears to be that time again...
Also went to therapy. Pretty sure I'm "stable" again, so we're back to business with the EMDR. It's been a while so I can't even remember really far back because of all the emotional energy that has gone into recent events. However... like I said... I think I am stabilizing again. PHEW! Close call :P The kickboxing is probably helping. I'm pissed off at myself because I didn't go today.. I have no excuse. Well.. there's ALWAYS an excuse... I just don't really have a good one. Got to spend some time with Jim before he went to class, though.. haven't had much time together lately due to opposite schedules again.. By the time he left I was just in my PJ'S... just not willing to leave again. I'll be going tomorrow for sure.. can't wait too long or I'll be a cripple again.. man, that was rough!
We're watching the Raiders game now. I like football.. but only to an extent, lol. I suppose I am like that with all sports.. It's nice to just watch in bed with Jim. I usually fall asleep, though. But at least I won't be completely lost at work tomorrow when all the men gather round near my cubicle to discuss this bullshit. Hahahaha. Did clean my bathroom today while Jim was in class. Ugh, I hate cleaning the bathroom. I wanted to get to the bedroom too.. but got a little too lazy. I decided I am going to follow General Hospital again (HAHA, don't judge)--Wanda watches it every day, and I think it would be a cool thing to talk about with her. Soap Operas (as lame as they are) are additive and god knows I'll just fall right in. Oh well.. like I've said before.. I feel like I've watched everything known to man.. But fall is coming... and when there is Fall.. my shows come back! Oh, what a life I live. I've been trying to get back into reading. I finished one book that was pretty good. I'm almost half way into another that I got for free. I get a free book once a month on my kindle with Jim's Amazon Prime account. Can't complain! Speaking of reading.. that's usually what I've been doing to put me to sleep. It appears to be that time again...