Some people come and go but true friends leave footprints on your heart...............
That is so true. Adam, Michael, and Jeromey have left the best ones but Dillon left different ones. He made me feel whole or like I was on top of the world. Now he is gone. I don't know what to do or how to act or anything. Everywhere I go it reminds me of him. We did alot together. Now there is nowhere that I don't have a memory of him. How does one handle this sort of thing? He said he would call me tomorrow and talk..........I don't know how I can do this!!! I love him SSSSSOOOOO much! His dad told him that he was making a mistake......that Dillon didn't know what he was giving up. He sais thta he had never had a woman care for him enough to cry over him and Dillon should consider him self the luckiest in the world to have someone that would do and does everything for him. I am so lost............so empty...........so.............alone. I started to get sick last night and my parents tried to take care of me but I couldn't let them!!! Dillon is the one that took care of me when I was sick. He took care of me when I was scared and hurt. Dillon took care of me and now he is gone. I have no one to come home to and curl up to when I get off work in the morning anymore. I don't have anyone to wrestle around with and have fun with anymore. He is gone and I don't think he will be back this time. He got so mad at me...I hadn't spent time with him in a week. All I asked for was a couple of hours to just us. But it was deer season so he wanted to go hunting. Ok that was fine. But he couln't even spend a couple of hours with me before he went for TWO WEEKS!!!!! So, when his dad got home we got everything ready for them to go and Jim asked if I wanted to go. So I went. Dillon was ok with that. Until I asked to spend time with him again. I walked off and got lost and he came to find me. We didn't talk and then I started to leave and then he and his dad were leaving and they found me and we went back to Dillon's. I started to take a nap and then Dillon asked how I liked my first hunting trip. Then I asked why he was avoiding me and a fight blew up. He was fine Monday and then his friends came over and he just changed over night. I was at work and we didn't even talk until Thursday. That's when I realized that he was different. He says he isn't but you can tell. He is never in the mood to be around me anymore. So I called my mom while he packed my stuff. He said in a day or two he would realize what happened and he would call me. I can't deal with this until the old Dillon comes back. The one who made me feel like nothing could ever break us. Not the one who never has time to even talk to me. I can understand the deer season thing now. They wait all year for this and it's guy time. But can't the woman you say you love so much fit in there for at least 10 minutes? If I am wrong I am sorry. But he wasn't camping out there so why stay away from me? I don't know anymore. I guess I will just wait it out. what else can I do?