don't know if this makes any sense

[confusedchild21]

Ever just look back and kind of slap yourself and tell yourself to grow up? I've basically done that alot to myself. Which I think is a good thing. For my behalf anyway. I mean its stupid just to sit there and stay back because of bullshit that happened in the past, then you can't totally remember why you were mad and pissed in the first place. But knowing that you were hurt is all you can remember. It makes you as at fault as the person was too, How could the person even say sorry if you can't explain the reason why you were so pissed at them, but you explain half that you remember and but then you talk to the half that was the problem in the begining. Well I guess I'm just rambling. I got alot of shit on my mind so this might be a long journal or short one.

Ever sure that theres a problem in the first place. Or realize that it just might be you thats the problem and not the other people?