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You know it's pretty sad when I can't even go out to the local bar with a mutual friend of mine and Ryan's without Ryan giving him shit. All we did was go out and have a good time, danced and had a blast. But now Ryan is giving him shit. It's fucked up.
Just another fucked up thing about Ryan. He hates my guts, but he's tryin to get my room mate, Ron to get him an apt here at our apt. complex, b/c Ron is in good with the office peeps. Wtf? why would he do that if not to cause my drama. After his little episode of him and his boyfriend threatening me and shit like that I don't even wanna be near him. I'm not physically afraid, but I do worry about my tires and shit being slashed. He's IMing my friends and giving them shit about hanging out with me and so on it's just fucked up. I wish I never met him. I really do. I guess from now on I have to keep my friends secret and not let anyone know who the fuck I hang out with. B/c Ryan said the other day now that he has my own friends following me around and shit telling him every move I make. Questioning even Ron about who I hang out with and shit.
My car is already falling apart, I really want to get another one, but I'm a little over my head right now in debt. So I have to wait till I get out of that. Good news is I owe less than 2,000 on mine. It has 110,000 miles on it and needs a little work, but nothing major. It needs the transmission fluid and filter changed, struts( I think), and the passenger side mirror is off...but other than that the motor is top notch shape, it doesn't use a drop of oil. So hopefully I will be able to get a good trade out of it, when I have the money for the tax on a new car.
I'm stressing about money as always I did go out twice this weekend, but neither time did I have to pay for anything, either night it was kinda nice. Got to hang out with Leigh, Dallas, and even my friend Travis who I never get to see. It was nice. I'm glad that Dallas is mature enough to be able to be friends with me and Ryan and not let things get in the way of either friendship. I just wish Ryan wouldn't give him shit about it. I don't bad mouth Ryan to Dallas, or anyone for that matter. I'm just sick of being stalked I'm sick of all the fucking bullshit tht doesn't need to go on.
Just another fucked up thing about Ryan. He hates my guts, but he's tryin to get my room mate, Ron to get him an apt here at our apt. complex, b/c Ron is in good with the office peeps. Wtf? why would he do that if not to cause my drama. After his little episode of him and his boyfriend threatening me and shit like that I don't even wanna be near him. I'm not physically afraid, but I do worry about my tires and shit being slashed. He's IMing my friends and giving them shit about hanging out with me and so on it's just fucked up. I wish I never met him. I really do. I guess from now on I have to keep my friends secret and not let anyone know who the fuck I hang out with. B/c Ryan said the other day now that he has my own friends following me around and shit telling him every move I make. Questioning even Ron about who I hang out with and shit.
My car is already falling apart, I really want to get another one, but I'm a little over my head right now in debt. So I have to wait till I get out of that. Good news is I owe less than 2,000 on mine. It has 110,000 miles on it and needs a little work, but nothing major. It needs the transmission fluid and filter changed, struts( I think), and the passenger side mirror is off...but other than that the motor is top notch shape, it doesn't use a drop of oil. So hopefully I will be able to get a good trade out of it, when I have the money for the tax on a new car.
I'm stressing about money as always I did go out twice this weekend, but neither time did I have to pay for anything, either night it was kinda nice. Got to hang out with Leigh, Dallas, and even my friend Travis who I never get to see. It was nice. I'm glad that Dallas is mature enough to be able to be friends with me and Ryan and not let things get in the way of either friendship. I just wish Ryan wouldn't give him shit about it. I don't bad mouth Ryan to Dallas, or anyone for that matter. I'm just sick of being stalked I'm sick of all the fucking bullshit tht doesn't need to go on.