this time of year brings out the best in me... or worst.
My best friend, Chrisit and I were talking the other night how this time of year, we ALWAYS get in trouble. Every year I have always been on the edge of being grounded for Halloween. I ususally have been able to talk my way out of being grounded, even if it was just for Halloween.
I start doing shit just because I can... Ya know... Stealing, smoking cigs hella more, smoking pot, staying out and thinking fuck it, wanting to fuck shit up, sometimes cutting, and of course, being an asshole to certain people JUST BECAUSE I CAN! Yes, this month is the "because I can month". That is my excuse for everything. I am always, extremely depressed, but happy at the same time. It's weird. Very moody. VERY manic.
anyhow... so that is my warning to those around me... :P j/k.
Megan and I talked last night and I am feeling A LOT better about everything. Good stuff.
i'm gonna go smoke a cig... love cigs in the mornin', don't you?
I start doing shit just because I can... Ya know... Stealing, smoking cigs hella more, smoking pot, staying out and thinking fuck it, wanting to fuck shit up, sometimes cutting, and of course, being an asshole to certain people JUST BECAUSE I CAN! Yes, this month is the "because I can month". That is my excuse for everything. I am always, extremely depressed, but happy at the same time. It's weird. Very moody. VERY manic.
anyhow... so that is my warning to those around me... :P j/k.
Megan and I talked last night and I am feeling A LOT better about everything. Good stuff.
i'm gonna go smoke a cig... love cigs in the mornin', don't you?