what would of happened if ...
i know this is always a bad way to think but well it explains an event that im not pround of now sorta wish i had done something. Well it goes like this ... in the begging of the summer i liked this girl from the camp i worked @ n i thought she liked me to. So then i attened on being only away 2 weeks but when i came back they 'didnt have a job 4 me' so i week more went by. Then i realize that she did feel the same way i did. But then i remebered the nite / day i camp back (for a staff rec) that there was this sweet girl that i danced with cause i didnt have anyone n neither did i so we dance ... i did horriblly i might add but well over the last month from then we started talking more and everything we joke around n everything. This be all fine i would think its a friendship but then Wensday the 18. we had a staff rec @ the camp .... it was a slide show / video / funny awards / serious awards and so @ the end of the show when ppl were leaving i saw this girl talk with her friend n one of mine n then my friend n her frind go up to me and say shes intrested but nervous and so her friend kisses me oh my check n said she wanted to do that but didnt want to be to foward so like an idoit i countued to talk to the next two days tryin to flirt a bit ... i gave her my msn n i hope she adds me so we can talk .... but i can stop wondering ..... wat would of happened if i kissed her or something. But what i hope she knows .... i will tell her on msn that i feel the same curious / shy but intested ... well free feel to comment