heavy
Heavy hearts and heavy minds
I just can't seem to concentrate
I want to say I'm sorry
I don't have a reason why
It was our fault, our impulsive nature
We knew it all along,all the people we'd hurt
And as you laid there dying on your bed
we made up stories and feelings to help us forget
We weren't like them
We weren't ourselves
We weren't even sure it wasn't a mistake
We laughed at them
We prayed for them
We felt sorry to leave them all behind
We were only saving ourselves
Please just understand
This isn't a war against you
We made weapons in a bed
We never fought together
You didn't care
you didn't want to feel it again
We won this fight
our weapons made in enemy lines
shots to the head to kill their heart
We kept it alive to feel at ease
streched our words to make you kneel
And when you were down at the bottom of the pit
we felt powerful in this powerless win