Oct 20, 2004 22:50
You are the special boy in my heart. I remember all the fun times we had, loved you. We shared conversations most of the summer and now we hardly even speak to eachother. When we do I don't know what to say. Is there a chance? Will I ever know? You shared one quick kiss with me, now as I see you everyday I want to feel that quick breath of passion once again. Did you care for me? I know i did. Wait I still do.
I try hard to be equal to you, at your special level. I try to not talk to you, It kills me not too, but I guess I am better off, without you; am I?
I thought you were the other piece of me that was missing.
Sometimes I still feel empty. I feel hopeless without you, we were never together, but I wanted us to be, did you want us to be?
Now, it seems as if I did something wrong to make you ignore me, did I?
I always say I am over you, am I? NO! I can never be, my brain is telling me I am, but my heart is telling me No!
I said I loved you, but really the truth is I Love You!!!
I hope if you read this, you know its about you or girls if you read this then yall should know, or if not come ask me.
To the special boy this is to, I hope you understand.
This is the truth, but its confusing, which makes it The Confused Truth!
~confused_melle~