fuck what have i done!
fuck what have i done? i think he is trying to igonre me! i hate it. i love him so much its killing me. why won't he answer my phone calls. im sorry i was wrong! pls forgive me my love. i need you. it was hard with out the fist time and now its even worse because i feel as if i have lost you forever! pls just tell me its all in my head and that you love me back. i can't stand not talking to you. i miss you ever so much.
today all i could think about was skylar. and how much i love him and how much my mom dose not understand why i love him so. and why i want to be apart of his life and him apart of mine? is it so hard to believe that i in some ways need him and only him.
i promis this as long as me and skylar are not together i will not see any other guy. i will not: kiss, love, sleep with, go out on dates, any thing! i want to do all that suff with skylar my one true love!
if any one who reads this dose not believe me dats fine.... i know what my heart wants and i know what will make me happy and that ladys and gents is skylar!
today all i could think about was skylar. and how much i love him and how much my mom dose not understand why i love him so. and why i want to be apart of his life and him apart of mine? is it so hard to believe that i in some ways need him and only him.
i promis this as long as me and skylar are not together i will not see any other guy. i will not: kiss, love, sleep with, go out on dates, any thing! i want to do all that suff with skylar my one true love!
if any one who reads this dose not believe me dats fine.... i know what my heart wants and i know what will make me happy and that ladys and gents is skylar!