why is he such an asshole
well i called joel today (why do i have to bring myself such pain)and now hes acting like hes to good to talk to me, he does this all the time he comes and goes as he pleases, i slept with him and then he just leaves and i haven't talked to him since, god why do i always go back to him, i know i probably said this shit over and over again and yet it never changes i writing him letter but that wont change anything i could slit my wrist right in front of him and he would be like "well that sucks" and walk away,well anyways i talk to robby today i wish he didn't live so far,my stepdad and my mother are being assholes i can't go to warsaw to see altra mehra and other local bands and it sucks and i wont see steve, friday i had school but i didn't go my friends mom called me in, so me and sha just chilledat her house, well anyways i gotta go