whining

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sometimes i feel so lucky for everything i have. heat, food, clothes, a house, a job, friends, future college education, a car, parents who can still actually talk to each other. it's amazing, when you think about it. not many people are as fortunate as i am in those respects. then again, sometimes the loss of one damn thing makes it feel as though i might as well never get out of bed.

55 days until the end of high school

119 days until college

163 days until october