May 03, 2006 03:09
I can't do this. All the shit with the work and the effort and the college. I can't handle it and if I go out and try and fail, literally fail at life, I don't know what I'd do. I can't even get the state of new hampshire to trust me to drive a car.
None of the things I'd label as my problems are any worse than anyone else's, but that doesn't lessen the sense of fucking doom I keep getting, and I could count the good decisions I've made in the past two years on one hand.