completely twisted at this state
i love you..i really do, its just that i wanna be my full self when i'm around you..no boundries, no shortcuts, just me ALL me
sry for the judgment for the decision i had to make, but for some reason i feel as if i'm regretting it..i usually dont regret things but DANG! you didnt deserve what you got all you were doing was trying to love me and i totally understand i really do
one part of me says to hall ass to josh's and make things better between us - but the other half is saying "really think about what your doing" ugh!! i really hate this feeling..i just want things to be like before lke when we met. when we enjoyed each others company, not worrying about whether or not were doing a right thing in our relationship
if i make a crack about girls or bad decision just to laugh. i would actually like it if you laughed with me KNOWING and TRUSTING that i didnt mean any of it..not give me ugly looks and conversation afterwords <-- thats how i am ACCEPT me for it (dont make me know that your angry so i dont ever do it again, cause God knows i dont like restrictions)
just good ol' company is all i'll need to survive
if its gonna work accept me for who i am, not for the person that i HAVE to be around you
Those are my last and final words for now
only time can tell with what will happen next
sry for the judgment for the decision i had to make, but for some reason i feel as if i'm regretting it..i usually dont regret things but DANG! you didnt deserve what you got all you were doing was trying to love me and i totally understand i really do
one part of me says to hall ass to josh's and make things better between us - but the other half is saying "really think about what your doing" ugh!! i really hate this feeling..i just want things to be like before lke when we met. when we enjoyed each others company, not worrying about whether or not were doing a right thing in our relationship
if i make a crack about girls or bad decision just to laugh. i would actually like it if you laughed with me KNOWING and TRUSTING that i didnt mean any of it..not give me ugly looks and conversation afterwords <-- thats how i am ACCEPT me for it (dont make me know that your angry so i dont ever do it again, cause God knows i dont like restrictions)
just good ol' company is all i'll need to survive
if its gonna work accept me for who i am, not for the person that i HAVE to be around you
Those are my last and final words for now
only time can tell with what will happen next