i love you...
I've been thinking alot lately about what i shall do with the rest of my life.. and i have no fuckin clue what to do. at times i feel like i have everything under control, but then i take a good look around and i realise i have no idea what the hell i am doing. i am torn. i have no idea what i should do for college. my answers lie in you. should i go and move on.. try somthing new... my dad tells me it would be good for me. or should i listen to my gut feeling and stay? if i stay what am i staying for? maybe im waitng for a miracle to come around.. and cure me. or myabe im scared that i will move on and everything will turn out perfect. im scare to go on my own. i dont want to lose. but i dont want to stay around here and lose even more. sometimes i wish i could jsut walk away , it'd be so much easier to run...
im torn.
answerit
On a better note. im goin to see TRAPT in concert.
im all smiles for that.
one day
I saw it in her eyes when I was sayin goodbye
That girl she aint gonna be all right
Cause I could tell that shed be goin through a livin hell
And I I wouldnt be there by her side
I felt so bad as I sat and watched her cry
Thinkin I was movin on and she was barely gettin by
Look at what Ive done to her
Look at how I made her feel
I gave back her heart the broken part
She got the raw end of the deal
And look at what its done to me
You gotta know it tears me up
I gave it everything I had
It just wasnt enough
Hurtin her like this seems so wrong
Yeah look at what Ive done to her
Now shs alone
I saw her out last night and she was havin a good time
That girl it looks like shes doin fine
But then I saw a man walk up and take her by the hand
And I almost died
And then it hit me she didnt really need me
I just sat there for a while until I finally smiled
Yeah look at what Ive done to her
Look at how I made her feel
Shes found somebody new
And look who took the time to heal
And look at what its done to me
Gotta know it tears me up
To have walked away from the love we made
And just leave it in a cloud of dust
And now its got me thinkin maybe I was wrong
After all the things Ive done to her
Now shes strong
And I walked up and said hello
She said its good to see ya
But hey I gotta go
And look at what Ive done to her
Look how I made her feel
Shes standin tall shes got it all
Got the world at her heels
And look at what its done to me
Yeah look at how it makes me hurt
If I could go back now I swear somehow
Id find a way to make it work
Aint life funny now Im the one alone
Yeah look at what Ive done to me
Shes gone
.this is my life as you know it.
..but if you only knew
im torn.
answerit
On a better note. im goin to see TRAPT in concert.
im all smiles for that.
one day
I saw it in her eyes when I was sayin goodbye
That girl she aint gonna be all right
Cause I could tell that shed be goin through a livin hell
And I I wouldnt be there by her side
I felt so bad as I sat and watched her cry
Thinkin I was movin on and she was barely gettin by
Look at what Ive done to her
Look at how I made her feel
I gave back her heart the broken part
She got the raw end of the deal
And look at what its done to me
You gotta know it tears me up
I gave it everything I had
It just wasnt enough
Hurtin her like this seems so wrong
Yeah look at what Ive done to her
Now shs alone
I saw her out last night and she was havin a good time
That girl it looks like shes doin fine
But then I saw a man walk up and take her by the hand
And I almost died
And then it hit me she didnt really need me
I just sat there for a while until I finally smiled
Yeah look at what Ive done to her
Look at how I made her feel
Shes found somebody new
And look who took the time to heal
And look at what its done to me
Gotta know it tears me up
To have walked away from the love we made
And just leave it in a cloud of dust
And now its got me thinkin maybe I was wrong
After all the things Ive done to her
Now shes strong
And I walked up and said hello
She said its good to see ya
But hey I gotta go
And look at what Ive done to her
Look how I made her feel
Shes standin tall shes got it all
Got the world at her heels
And look at what its done to me
Yeah look at how it makes me hurt
If I could go back now I swear somehow
Id find a way to make it work
Aint life funny now Im the one alone
Yeah look at what Ive done to me
Shes gone
.this is my life as you know it.
..but if you only knew