It's all in your head
I've been on holiday for nearly eight weeks now and my brain is feeling ill. I've been reading, feeding it random pieces of information so it doesn't start thinking on it's own. But it's not enough. The summer has made me really lazy and everytime I lie down on the grass or on my bed, my brain starts analysing things. Overanalysing really tiny things that shouldn't even bother me, then doing it all over again. It's really bad when I start analysing people.. especially the ones I know. I don't want to start questioning my friends now, they're my friends I know I can trust them.
What's makes things even worse is that I still have another eight..maybe even 10 weeks to go before I go back to uni. So I have to wait that long before things return to 'normal'. I hate the fact that it feels out of my control, the thoughts just come into my head. I need to start ignoring them, or give my brain something else to think about. I need a new hobby.. that's what I need.
What's makes things even worse is that I still have another eight..maybe even 10 weeks to go before I go back to uni. So I have to wait that long before things return to 'normal'. I hate the fact that it feels out of my control, the thoughts just come into my head. I need to start ignoring them, or give my brain something else to think about. I need a new hobby.. that's what I need.