Feb 08, 2005 20:48
well i cant live with him and i cant live without..wut am i suppose to do?? guys r so confusing and stupid..well i guess not ALL but most..i need to move on but i cant cuz i love him so much!! some of u may understand wut im going through..but those of u who dont this really suxs..noeing i cant be wit him cuz of certain things and that we are both hurtin because of that..i am slowly trying to give it up but it aint as easy as it seems..ppl dont understand they jus think its easy to say oh fuk him and forget him but if u knew wut love was then u wouldnt be saying that cuz it aint jus that easy as to say okay lets move on..its not that easy!! i dont noe wut to do..i dream about being with him later on but i cant ryte now and i dont noe wut he is thinkin cuz he doesnt really talk about it..but yah..i guess imma go now..jus thought i'd update a lil bit.. it suxs cuz sophmores have to be at skool regular tyme but everyone else gets to go at lyke 1030 cuz we have CAHSEE..i noe i did good on mah english one but 2morrow is math and i dont noe how that one is going to go!! wish meeh luck..hope everyone is doing good.. ttyl buh byez