Jan 12, 2005 21:26
Today I realized that I just don't understand who is good enough for me. It seems like everytime I have a crush and someone finds out, the first thing I hear is "Kristin, you could do so much better." Well what is better??? I don't understand. I've never had a boyfriend where someone hasn't made that comment to me. If I could do so much better then why haven't I? This time around I've tried to hold off and not just go out with the first person that's showed interest in me, but nothing better comes along. I mean so what if I like someone from NH. So what if you hold a grudge against him because you played football against him (in high school), which might I add is OVER! Let's not forget that he has a lisp, comeover, and is apparently overweight. Leave it up to your friends to find everything wrong about the person you like. After today I don't even think that I like D.K. anymore. Maybe I just need to wait longer, especially since high school is almost over.
Anyways, school today pretty much sucked. Not to mention that the book we have to read for english is GAY!! I can't even understand it. Someone told me their was a movie, so maybe that could help. I'm looking forward to next week ... a break. Well I'm done for tonight, but if anyone knows who is "good enough" for me let me know.
O.C. PARTY TOMORROW!!!!!