~:just another week night:~
Well, it's fair week, and the fair is exactly the same as it is every year...you see people you haven't seen all summer (for a reason) and you are forced to talk to them because IT'S THE FAIR, you have to run from the creepy guys that like to stalk you, people who dress up super nice and sweat and get so dusty that they look nasty, and finally the smell of shit. Although, Corydon usually does smell like shit anyways so I guess that doesn't really count. I hate the fact that the cRaZy 8 keeps drifting farther and farther apart...I miss us all being able to go out together and not worry about calling our b/f's or telling them exactly what and where we're going. I also hate that I am beginning to realize that all of us are going our seperate ways...I find that the things we have in common are fewer and fewer. Our tempers are short, and we are bitchy teenage girls...we have to get what we want, when we want! I'm so sick of complicated, I just want my life to be figured out. I wake up every day, not knowing where I'll be at the end of the night...to some extent it is awesome, but then again I have nothing to look forward to. I love the feeling of looking forward to something. I'm going away for a few days next week, and I hope when I come home that I come home to a new life. Take that as you will... My life is going to change, it has to because I'm not happy with myself right now.