Life Blows
well im so excited because we are planning a camping trip and to me it would be good to just get away from all the adults, i just need to get away and smoke my troubles away lol. I dont even know why i even write in this thing because nobody reads it anyways so whats really the point. Anyways wells its official i have noone to go to prom with. I think im going to ask Alberto but im a little nervous i dont want to ask a guy i want him to ask me but i dont really know him that well. should i still do it? whats the worse he can say no!!! ohh big deal.... ok it is a big deal i dont take rejection very well.
I want to see my Newphew nickolus and i was going to have him come up with Daniel when he came down but no Daniel is being a ass and wont do it, yeah he really love me dont he? GOD guys are so stupid and so so so fucking dumb and stupid and dont even care. nickolus is 5 and he is moving to Oregon (dont know if i spelled it right but who cares) and im the most important person in his life, i basically raised him. he is so attatched to me and i am to him so it is going to hurt so much looking him. its bad enogh it happend with me and daniel now im going to loose another important guy in my life THE MOST IMPORTANT SHOULD I ADD!!!! this isnt fair, God hates me, even if there is a God, if he is so powerful why does he make peoples life a living hell huh
Im going to bed night
Crystal
I want to see my Newphew nickolus and i was going to have him come up with Daniel when he came down but no Daniel is being a ass and wont do it, yeah he really love me dont he? GOD guys are so stupid and so so so fucking dumb and stupid and dont even care. nickolus is 5 and he is moving to Oregon (dont know if i spelled it right but who cares) and im the most important person in his life, i basically raised him. he is so attatched to me and i am to him so it is going to hurt so much looking him. its bad enogh it happend with me and daniel now im going to loose another important guy in my life THE MOST IMPORTANT SHOULD I ADD!!!! this isnt fair, God hates me, even if there is a God, if he is so powerful why does he make peoples life a living hell huh
Im going to bed night
Crystal