Nov 11, 2005 02:58
Well its 3 in the morning and im having trouble sleeping. I have so much on my mind right now. I found something out about Daniel and it just crushed me it seriously broke my heart, I told him if he ever did it I would leave him and no its not cheating. He did Meth he was doing it for about a couple months and he lied to me how do I deal with this??? I need help someone please help me!!1 I want to just pull out all my hair how do you do something so stupid??? How can you hurt someone you love more than life? if you loved them so much you wouldnt do it right? Its weird I told Daniel I would leave him if he ever did it and I didnt am I wrong for doing that??? I just love him so so so much He means the world to me yeah we have our ups and downs more downs than ups but thats what love is right? nobody is perfect right? but still METH how can you be this stupid I HATE COREY he is Daniels best friend and He does it its his fault why Daniel did, Im just so broken hearted I dont know what to do!!!!! WEll im going to go if u can give me advice it would really help PLEASE!!!