Just to keep a record of conversations. I guess I'm a masochist

[confused90]

Me
I found my black top
18:09Jamie
good.
18:10Me
do you want to talk?
18:10Jamie
if you do. do you?
18:10Me
I don't know
the distance is helping
but you said you wanted to the other day on the phone,
18:11Jamie
me too...
18:11Me
just makes me wonder what you actually wanted to say
18:11Jamie
i said what i wanted to say
you know everything maya
18:11Me
I thought so, it's just you asked if we could talk again soon
probably just because you were upset
18:11Jamie
and because i like talking to you
18:12Me
how are you feeling?
18:12Jamie
not so great, but ok. just plodding akong at work
you?
18:13Me
better each day
18:13Jamie
good
do you think i'll ever get to see you again?
18:13Me
yes
18:13Jamie
good
do you hate me?
18:14Me
no
I just think you're an idiot
18:14Jamie
...are you ok?
maybe..
18:14Me
yes, I'm fine
18:14Jamie
good
18:14Me
I guess I just find this whole thing bizarre
18:14Jamie
i know
18:15Me
most people, when they're in a relationship and start having something inappropriate with a friend, nip it in the bud and cut off the friend
18:15Jamie
i've been replying it in my mind. i dont know what to think
18:15Me
me too
I think I'm seeing it more clearly now
you kept insisting that you love me and want to spend time with me. but if you really wanted me, you'd have me

THEN... his computer crashed