Apr 27, 2010 04:01
Oh God.
So Drunk.
But I'm so glad this is here so that I can vent. I NEED to talk to someone. ASAP. SO any comments are appreciated.
Jamie and I have been so close recently (I left a toothbrush at his lastnight)
YET, Will that I've crushed on so much..... He wanted me tonight......I said no.........Fuck........Why is this? I'm hoping he'll respect me more. But also Jamie. Jamie.......I want him to still be able to trust me. And not just because he told me I could do whatever I want. But because he told me this and I still remain faithful.
I feel good, though. WILL, one of the hottest guys I know wanted ME. Don't think this way too much, girl. He could have anyone, not just you. You were probably a last resort. Although he did leave that hot blonde chick for you. Probably thinks you're easy. Which you're not. As you proved to Jamie......
Jamie.....
I have a mental block surrounding the topic of love.