Well...
I wanted to write in my journal about what's been going on...
But there is too much to say...
And too much that can't be said.
Plus, I have LOTS of homework to do because well I kind of saw Kevin on his birthday instead of doing it all...
Say it this way... I was never so happy and miserable at the same time... I was getting ALMOST everything I wanted, without the everything part...
And I realized what life's like...
You look at a tree... a big strong tall tree.... and the branches branch off into smaller parts until they are the tiniest twig. But what happens when the twig snaps? It hangs there, helplessly without help from the other branches or twigs it was once connected to. It hangs there until it falls.
I think I'm going to go running tomorrow between class and work. I want to run my little heart content. I want to run with you... but I can only imagine you're there beside me.
Ah. Why am I always cold now!?! Well- not always...
But there is too much to say...
And too much that can't be said.
Plus, I have LOTS of homework to do because well I kind of saw Kevin on his birthday instead of doing it all...
Say it this way... I was never so happy and miserable at the same time... I was getting ALMOST everything I wanted, without the everything part...
And I realized what life's like...
You look at a tree... a big strong tall tree.... and the branches branch off into smaller parts until they are the tiniest twig. But what happens when the twig snaps? It hangs there, helplessly without help from the other branches or twigs it was once connected to. It hangs there until it falls.
I think I'm going to go running tomorrow between class and work. I want to run my little heart content. I want to run with you... but I can only imagine you're there beside me.
Ah. Why am I always cold now!?! Well- not always...