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Yeah singing at the state house=boring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ugh soo annoying. The only part i like about the hosue is the high ceiling it was pretty cool. Things, I think, are getting better with matt. Im not sure.
But other than that Carolyn hates me now. I dont understand I was just letting her know cuz on friday last week she went at me saying if you guys ever do taht again I will kick your ass... then nothing else? So i was like ummm.......... ok? So today i said to her so you knew what gus did then tahts why you yelled at me, seh said no? So I was totally lost. I dont get it so I told her what gus did and she flipped out on me. I tried to explain the rest and she got up and left b4 i could tell her. ugh. I dont want her to hate me.. i tried to stop it. reading her myspace she wants something to happen to me.. i can arrange that its not that hard..... maybe i will make her wish come true.. its not like i have enough shit on my plate already.
ugh i am just a fucked up peice of shit.. fucking hate my life.
But other than that Carolyn hates me now. I dont understand I was just letting her know cuz on friday last week she went at me saying if you guys ever do taht again I will kick your ass... then nothing else? So i was like ummm.......... ok? So today i said to her so you knew what gus did then tahts why you yelled at me, seh said no? So I was totally lost. I dont get it so I told her what gus did and she flipped out on me. I tried to explain the rest and she got up and left b4 i could tell her. ugh. I dont want her to hate me.. i tried to stop it. reading her myspace she wants something to happen to me.. i can arrange that its not that hard..... maybe i will make her wish come true.. its not like i have enough shit on my plate already.
ugh i am just a fucked up peice of shit.. fucking hate my life.