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so was ok. work is work i guess. whatever. i kinda really like it acctually. but anyways....
so dakota fanning... the next big thing... why doesnt anyone make more of a big deal about her? i absolutely adore her. who doesnt though.
so this all is just a distraction to take me away frm my own depressing yet fascinating life. ya know i ahve a really great guy im dating right now, and im trying to be happy...but with my record, i cant. i kinda hate men. but love them kinda thing. i love love them but hate hate them. he seems like a great guy but dont they all. ya know im so interested in guys, but i cant help it. im all about the falling in love, but i always find a reason to not be. i always find a fault...and make it way worse, if i dont choose the crack head over the good guy. my theory is if i already know they're flaws, when i find out one, or all of them...then im not surprised or hurt in the end... is that fucked up?
so dakota fanning... the next big thing... why doesnt anyone make more of a big deal about her? i absolutely adore her. who doesnt though.
so this all is just a distraction to take me away frm my own depressing yet fascinating life. ya know i ahve a really great guy im dating right now, and im trying to be happy...but with my record, i cant. i kinda hate men. but love them kinda thing. i love love them but hate hate them. he seems like a great guy but dont they all. ya know im so interested in guys, but i cant help it. im all about the falling in love, but i always find a reason to not be. i always find a fault...and make it way worse, if i dont choose the crack head over the good guy. my theory is if i already know they're flaws, when i find out one, or all of them...then im not surprised or hurt in the end... is that fucked up?