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Loving him is like a roller-coaster...
I'm speaking of Tom of course. I'm so in love with him... the weeks of being angry and hurt because of him have disappeared after being in his arms for 3 hours. Three whole hours of having it the way it was. And he's refilled me with hope... even though he's leaving in 2 months. Because I told him that this was a fight that I wasn't going to lose, I couldn't let him win this. And he told me not to let him. He looked me in the eyes and everything was okay again. And I look back and I'm ashamed at how I've been treating myself the past couple of weeks. I just haven't cared, I haven't given a shit about myself... I caused myself so much more pain... I don't care if he's leaving. I love him. I can wait... as long as I know that he loves me. You have no idea how much my heart just wanted to burst; I felt so much... just to have his arms around me again. His lips on mine... oh man. The second I can leave here I will. I can still smell him on my clothes, I can still taste him on my lips... and I'm happy.
I Want To Save You - by Something Corporate
home by three
deafening quiet
the porch light's off
yes they forgot it
she'd cry herself to sleep
but she don't dare
and she wants to be a model
she wants to hear she's beautiful
she's beautiful
i want to save you
i want to save you
i need you
to save me too
i want to save you
dressed by dawn and out the door
no light
she memorized the floor
so she could leave without being detected
she works till three
it's uniform
she dreams that he'll come by the store
she prays for days
the boys mean she's protected
and she wants someone to see her
she needs to hear she's beautiful
she's beautiful
i want to save you
i want to save you
i need you
save me too
i want to save you
and she won't sleep
she won't sleep
and she won't sleep
at all
i want to save you
i want to save you
i need you
save me too
i want to save you
(let me save you)
I'm speaking of Tom of course. I'm so in love with him... the weeks of being angry and hurt because of him have disappeared after being in his arms for 3 hours. Three whole hours of having it the way it was. And he's refilled me with hope... even though he's leaving in 2 months. Because I told him that this was a fight that I wasn't going to lose, I couldn't let him win this. And he told me not to let him. He looked me in the eyes and everything was okay again. And I look back and I'm ashamed at how I've been treating myself the past couple of weeks. I just haven't cared, I haven't given a shit about myself... I caused myself so much more pain... I don't care if he's leaving. I love him. I can wait... as long as I know that he loves me. You have no idea how much my heart just wanted to burst; I felt so much... just to have his arms around me again. His lips on mine... oh man. The second I can leave here I will. I can still smell him on my clothes, I can still taste him on my lips... and I'm happy.
I Want To Save You - by Something Corporate
home by three
deafening quiet
the porch light's off
yes they forgot it
she'd cry herself to sleep
but she don't dare
and she wants to be a model
she wants to hear she's beautiful
she's beautiful
i want to save you
i want to save you
i need you
to save me too
i want to save you
dressed by dawn and out the door
no light
she memorized the floor
so she could leave without being detected
she works till three
it's uniform
she dreams that he'll come by the store
she prays for days
the boys mean she's protected
and she wants someone to see her
she needs to hear she's beautiful
she's beautiful
i want to save you
i want to save you
i need you
save me too
i want to save you
and she won't sleep
she won't sleep
and she won't sleep
at all
i want to save you
i want to save you
i need you
save me too
i want to save you
(let me save you)