i make my own trend ♥ i kinda notice the little things that people wear and i feel the need to get some of them and match them up differently so it'll still be me when i wear em. i guess im unique in that sense, sometimes i buy things that appeal to me. our minds are different in a sense so thats why we dress differently, i love that about us.
i guess teachers who really care about your education is what matters. i mean thats how learning is, if the teacher cannot teach you and make you want to learn you'll end up giving up or something like that. i try not to give up, even though at some moments i want to. i don't because there's a little part of me that has more faith and strength than i ever could. inner strength i suppose its called.
im truly happy for you. i know filling out the applications can be really irritating and the essays too but i know you'll make it. you'll be able to sit out on the grassy hills and have wonderfull conversation with your fds about random cheesy thoughts. you'll be able to spend lunches with james and laughs with new faces. you'll smile when you know all that worrying got you into a new adventure thats a part of your life now.
i miss em too ♥ so this one is kind of long well just kinda not completely. miss you :)
yeah, i get the whole trend, we are basically our own trend setters once we get a push in the right directions =) to me anything that is cute, appeals to me lol
i know i get discouraged a lot at times, i try & try, but I can never make the grades i want, for one i can admit that i am not good at standardized testing.. i really try, but i still have yet to get a lot better at it, but i guess it takes time for me to understand how to learn so i get the answers right =)
yeah, i tend to overstress about this stuff =/ i thought over & over again that i messed up the application & telling myself how can i get into college when i cannot follow directions, yeah, it is kind of depressing how everything is comming to an end & a new beginning is emerging so quickly.. everyday i hope & wish i make it into the college i want to get into.. i mean the other option is a wonderful thing, too.. i mean i learn to be fully independent & it wouldn't be such a bad start since i have one person i know whose at the other college & he is likea big borther to me, so the world would not be such a scary place ♥... there is just too much going on here that i just do not want to leave it, yet =/
loll we are starting up the long conversations, again.. i get off on my break after tues & i am going downtown on wens, maybe i can catch james before he's off on his break =)
riight. we just make up little things that can be simple or complex and it just becomes the norm sooner or later. thats how trends are ♥
we must continue striving even when things push us back..our confidence our attitudes must push us forward, no matter how tough things get we need to believe in ourselves first before anyone else can believe in us too. though them having faith is something that gives me that wonderfull smile.
yeah..i guess overthinking is just bad in general. but it is sorta better than not thinking at all. i mean theres gotta be a balance of some sort right. we cant just be at one end of the spectrum or something. the world is scary..sometimes when you truly think of the serious things that are happening in life..those wars, diseases all that kind of thing. its scary. but really im thankfull..no matter how negative i get im thannkful to be where i am and to be surrounded with the people i am ♥
long conversations are the best... actually, let me correct myself; conversation is the best. and having conversation with you wonderful. makes me smile makes my day and truly touches my heart to hear what you have to say. i hope you can..james will be lucky to talk to such a wonderful individual.
i kinda notice the little things that people wear and i feel the need to get some of them and match them up differently so it'll still be me when i wear em. i guess im unique in that sense, sometimes i buy things that appeal to me. our minds are different in a sense so thats why we dress differently, i love that about us.
i guess teachers who really care about your education is what matters. i mean thats how learning is, if the teacher cannot teach you and make you want to learn you'll end up giving up or something like that. i try not to give up, even though at some moments i want to. i don't because there's a little part of me that has more faith and strength than i ever could. inner strength i suppose its called.
im truly happy for you.
i know filling out the applications can be really irritating and the essays too but i know you'll make it. you'll be able to sit out on the grassy hills and have wonderfull conversation with your fds about random cheesy thoughts. you'll be able to spend lunches with james and laughs with new faces. you'll smile when you know all that worrying got you into a new adventure thats a part of your life now.
i miss em too ♥
so this one is kind of long well just kinda not completely.
miss you :)
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i know i get discouraged a lot at times, i try & try, but I can never make the grades i want, for one i can admit that i am not good at standardized testing.. i really try, but i still have yet to get a lot better at it, but i guess it takes time for me to understand how to learn so i get the answers right =)
yeah, i tend to overstress about this stuff =/ i thought over & over again that i messed up the application & telling myself how can i get into college when i cannot follow directions, yeah, it is kind of depressing how everything is comming to an end & a new beginning is emerging so quickly.. everyday i hope & wish i make it into the college i want to get into.. i mean the other option is a wonderful thing, too.. i mean i learn to be fully independent & it wouldn't be such a bad start since i have one person i know whose at the other college & he is likea big borther to me, so the world would not be such a scary place ♥... there is just too much going on here that i just do not want to leave it, yet =/
loll we are starting up the long conversations, again.. i get off on my break after tues & i am going downtown on wens, maybe i can catch james before he's off on his break =)
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we just make up little things that can be simple or complex and it just becomes the norm sooner or later. thats how trends are ♥
we must continue striving even when things push us back..our confidence our attitudes must push us forward, no matter how tough things get we need to believe in ourselves first before anyone else can believe in us too. though them having faith is something that gives me that wonderfull smile.
yeah..i guess overthinking is just bad in general. but it is sorta better than not thinking at all. i mean theres gotta be a balance of some sort right. we cant just be at one end of the spectrum or something. the world is scary..sometimes when you truly think of the serious things that are happening in life..those wars, diseases all that kind of thing. its scary. but really im thankfull..no matter how negative i get im thannkful to be where i am and to be surrounded with the people i am ♥
long conversations are the best...
actually, let me correct myself; conversation is the best. and having conversation with you wonderful. makes me smile makes my day and truly touches my heart to hear what you have to say. i hope you can..james will be lucky to talk to such a wonderful individual.
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