yeah, i know what you mean, everytime i buy something i try to make sure it looks different, because i like having unique things, i usually do not follow the trend unless i like it & do not realize it is the trend.. i remember when i was little i used to look up to the magazine for fashion advice, but now i mix & match all the things i have in my closet & hope it is not a complete failure.. i wear new things & things since i had in the 6th grade lol
well, i can tell you, trying really pays off, i went to a physics AP secession & i thought i would know nothing, but i realized that i am so greatful to have such a wonderful teacher who does deal with college students everyday in his life because he really overprepared us for physics, after 6 grueling hours of pure physics, i got every concept beacuse his work was more abstract filled with proofs, & he made us memorize all the formulas so it wasn't that badd at all, maybe your professor is really hard on you, like mine, so all that hard work is just to get your feet wet & ready for your next advancement in that field ♥.
it would be soo much fun, my heart would be full of anticipation as we jump into one moment to the next full of random fun =)
i know what you mean... i miss my highschool friends so dearly, especially when i did my applications, it was really depressiong because i did not had nothing special to shine out, i don't have the grades (top 10%), not in NHS, & nothing special.. i just hope my essay stands out so i get into the college i want to go, i want to go with a passion, all my friends are there waiting for me to spend time with me because all these years, i try to be with them & if i can make it, i can see them more often ♥.. it doesn't hurt but james is there too =) loll i accidently told him that i finished my application when i ment i have 1/4th to go, he said welcome to UT loll he has so much faith that i could make it, it was sooo cute ♥.
i just miss our old long comments we always gave each other, it is still wonderful how we can relate :)
i make my own trend ♥ i kinda notice the little things that people wear and i feel the need to get some of them and match them up differently so it'll still be me when i wear em. i guess im unique in that sense, sometimes i buy things that appeal to me. our minds are different in a sense so thats why we dress differently, i love that about us.
i guess teachers who really care about your education is what matters. i mean thats how learning is, if the teacher cannot teach you and make you want to learn you'll end up giving up or something like that. i try not to give up, even though at some moments i want to. i don't because there's a little part of me that has more faith and strength than i ever could. inner strength i suppose its called.
im truly happy for you. i know filling out the applications can be really irritating and the essays too but i know you'll make it. you'll be able to sit out on the grassy hills and have wonderfull conversation with your fds about random cheesy thoughts. you'll be able to spend lunches with james and laughs with new faces. you'll smile when you know all that worrying got you into a new adventure thats a part of your life now.
i miss em too ♥ so this one is kind of long well just kinda not completely. miss you :)
yeah, i get the whole trend, we are basically our own trend setters once we get a push in the right directions =) to me anything that is cute, appeals to me lol
i know i get discouraged a lot at times, i try & try, but I can never make the grades i want, for one i can admit that i am not good at standardized testing.. i really try, but i still have yet to get a lot better at it, but i guess it takes time for me to understand how to learn so i get the answers right =)
yeah, i tend to overstress about this stuff =/ i thought over & over again that i messed up the application & telling myself how can i get into college when i cannot follow directions, yeah, it is kind of depressing how everything is comming to an end & a new beginning is emerging so quickly.. everyday i hope & wish i make it into the college i want to get into.. i mean the other option is a wonderful thing, too.. i mean i learn to be fully independent & it wouldn't be such a bad start since i have one person i know whose at the other college & he is likea big borther to me, so the world would not be such a scary place ♥... there is just too much going on here that i just do not want to leave it, yet =/
loll we are starting up the long conversations, again.. i get off on my break after tues & i am going downtown on wens, maybe i can catch james before he's off on his break =)
riight. we just make up little things that can be simple or complex and it just becomes the norm sooner or later. thats how trends are ♥
we must continue striving even when things push us back..our confidence our attitudes must push us forward, no matter how tough things get we need to believe in ourselves first before anyone else can believe in us too. though them having faith is something that gives me that wonderfull smile.
yeah..i guess overthinking is just bad in general. but it is sorta better than not thinking at all. i mean theres gotta be a balance of some sort right. we cant just be at one end of the spectrum or something. the world is scary..sometimes when you truly think of the serious things that are happening in life..those wars, diseases all that kind of thing. its scary. but really im thankfull..no matter how negative i get im thannkful to be where i am and to be surrounded with the people i am ♥
long conversations are the best... actually, let me correct myself; conversation is the best. and having conversation with you wonderful. makes me smile makes my day and truly touches my heart to hear what you have to say. i hope you can..james will be lucky to talk to such a wonderful individual.
well, i can tell you, trying really pays off, i went to a physics AP secession & i thought i would know nothing, but i realized that i am so greatful to have such a wonderful teacher who does deal with college students everyday in his life because he really overprepared us for physics, after 6 grueling hours of pure physics, i got every concept beacuse his work was more abstract filled with proofs, & he made us memorize all the formulas so it wasn't that badd at all, maybe your professor is really hard on you, like mine, so all that hard work is just to get your feet wet & ready for your next advancement in that field ♥.
it would be soo much fun, my heart would be full of anticipation as we jump into one moment to the next full of random fun =)
i know what you mean... i miss my highschool friends so dearly, especially when i did my applications, it was really depressiong because i did not had nothing special to shine out, i don't have the grades (top 10%), not in NHS, & nothing special.. i just hope my essay stands out so i get into the college i want to go, i want to go with a passion, all my friends are there waiting for me to spend time with me because all these years, i try to be with them & if i can make it, i can see them more often ♥.. it doesn't hurt but james is there too =) loll i accidently told him that i finished my application when i ment i have 1/4th to go, he said welcome to UT loll he has so much faith that i could make it, it was sooo cute ♥.
i just miss our old long comments we always gave each other, it is still wonderful how we can relate :)
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i kinda notice the little things that people wear and i feel the need to get some of them and match them up differently so it'll still be me when i wear em. i guess im unique in that sense, sometimes i buy things that appeal to me. our minds are different in a sense so thats why we dress differently, i love that about us.
i guess teachers who really care about your education is what matters. i mean thats how learning is, if the teacher cannot teach you and make you want to learn you'll end up giving up or something like that. i try not to give up, even though at some moments i want to. i don't because there's a little part of me that has more faith and strength than i ever could. inner strength i suppose its called.
im truly happy for you.
i know filling out the applications can be really irritating and the essays too but i know you'll make it. you'll be able to sit out on the grassy hills and have wonderfull conversation with your fds about random cheesy thoughts. you'll be able to spend lunches with james and laughs with new faces. you'll smile when you know all that worrying got you into a new adventure thats a part of your life now.
i miss em too ♥
so this one is kind of long well just kinda not completely.
miss you :)
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i know i get discouraged a lot at times, i try & try, but I can never make the grades i want, for one i can admit that i am not good at standardized testing.. i really try, but i still have yet to get a lot better at it, but i guess it takes time for me to understand how to learn so i get the answers right =)
yeah, i tend to overstress about this stuff =/ i thought over & over again that i messed up the application & telling myself how can i get into college when i cannot follow directions, yeah, it is kind of depressing how everything is comming to an end & a new beginning is emerging so quickly.. everyday i hope & wish i make it into the college i want to get into.. i mean the other option is a wonderful thing, too.. i mean i learn to be fully independent & it wouldn't be such a bad start since i have one person i know whose at the other college & he is likea big borther to me, so the world would not be such a scary place ♥... there is just too much going on here that i just do not want to leave it, yet =/
loll we are starting up the long conversations, again.. i get off on my break after tues & i am going downtown on wens, maybe i can catch james before he's off on his break =)
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we just make up little things that can be simple or complex and it just becomes the norm sooner or later. thats how trends are ♥
we must continue striving even when things push us back..our confidence our attitudes must push us forward, no matter how tough things get we need to believe in ourselves first before anyone else can believe in us too. though them having faith is something that gives me that wonderfull smile.
yeah..i guess overthinking is just bad in general. but it is sorta better than not thinking at all. i mean theres gotta be a balance of some sort right. we cant just be at one end of the spectrum or something. the world is scary..sometimes when you truly think of the serious things that are happening in life..those wars, diseases all that kind of thing. its scary. but really im thankfull..no matter how negative i get im thannkful to be where i am and to be surrounded with the people i am ♥
long conversations are the best...
actually, let me correct myself; conversation is the best. and having conversation with you wonderful. makes me smile makes my day and truly touches my heart to hear what you have to say. i hope you can..james will be lucky to talk to such a wonderful individual.
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