i feel good.
so im thinking about my backup plan if the cooking stuff doesnt work out right now.which its not goign out to well. SO, im thinking.......military. well. air force to be exact. cuz army sucks. you die in the army. so army is a big no no. plus see if i give my life for this country. hah. thats a laugh.so yeah. my mom told me to take the asmap or vap or whatever the eff that test is. cuz i asked her if i were to enlist in the air force would they just throw me somewhere or would i get to pick or what adn she said they do it by that test really and she said that cuz ive had so many maths, taht they would probly put me in computers. even though id rather be a cook for the air force. i really would.cuz my ass does NOT want to go out of this country.unless its to ireland. haha. but id be really excited to go into the air force though. being a military kid and all. plus i love all the privilages. and its such a constant job, i mean minus the moving, if needed, i know i want kids, i just need to get to a year, maybe 2 years to decide exactly what i wanna do cuz i dunno how this cooking stuff is gunna turn out yet.and if i do go in, i kinda hope im not in a relationship cuz im sure they would have other plans, BUT who knows what the future holds, so. ill just live my life as it is now.and as for now, im off to bed. good night.