Mar 20, 2005 13:25
so ok what the hell this is sincerily fucked up. ok i go downstiars to ask my mom to buy some choclate chips so i can make some chocolate chip bread and she was talkign about this gay ass diet thing that theyre going on so she was like no we;re going n a diet. umm side note, im not obeese liek 3 people in this house im just a little overweight, nothing a little running and exercisng cant take care of, no need for me to be fuckin straving myself and cutitn down on carbs and bull shit like that. just fucking live youre life, if you love food, liek i do youre not gunna be fuckin happy cuttin shit down and crap. so im not going to. id rather be fat and happy than skinny and unhappy alright. ugh thats what i wanted to say, what i did was start to walk back upstairs cuz theres no reason for me to be down there and start adn argument, and AFTER i started wakling up the stiars she stared talking adn then goes where you goign adn i waslike back upstairs and she was like im tired of children walking away from me. adn my fatehr fucking jumps in this conversation like he was invited or somthing and goes im serious cuz im about to snatch up the next one tehy gonna think somethin domestic is goin on here(and he wwent on with mroe shit and i wasnt listening) and mother was like come back down here and so i did whilst mumbing shita bout fatherand then she was talkign about this diet shit and iw as liek i dont wanan do that crap and she wa slike ok then thats less copies i have to make and she wasliek go ask lindz if she wants to so i did and i was liek no adn she was like ok and dad was like THANK YOU and said somthing smartass and i just wanted to fuckign explode. instead i came in here and cried. cuz thats all i can do. you know, i honestly deep down hate them. well more hate towards fatehr. sometimes i wish i had those parnts wholl send you away if you did bad stuff. cuz then id tell them everything id ever done taht way id be outa here.i wish i had the balls to just go in tehrea nd tell them how i feel about them.i wishi could.