try to comprehend that which you'll never comprehend
so im in that state of mind where your heart beats because it has to, not because it chooses to.
and my head is trying to deside what only the heart can, but the heart is in remission so the head is getting mixed signals.
simply said im pretty confussed.
distance makes the heart grow fonder:true
but to much distance makes the heart quiver with fear and confussion if the feelings have faded or not.
so i wake upw ith my stmack in my throat, feeling like im some sort of sinner for not believing at the moment and praying for all sorts of remedies.
im at work, and its freezing cold...9 days..9 days a few hrs.
this count down is driving me mad, but i do it every morning when i hear my alarm go off it trggers in my mind "9 days" or "8 days" and then its a moving picture in my head fo the rst of thw day counting down minutes, hrs seconds, days till i can have some ...everything...till i can have everything all over again and then shortly after it begins again, the cycle of wondering, missing, loving, fearing, loathing till again i start the count down to the next time i will breifly have everything.
and my head is trying to deside what only the heart can, but the heart is in remission so the head is getting mixed signals.
simply said im pretty confussed.
distance makes the heart grow fonder:true
but to much distance makes the heart quiver with fear and confussion if the feelings have faded or not.
so i wake upw ith my stmack in my throat, feeling like im some sort of sinner for not believing at the moment and praying for all sorts of remedies.
im at work, and its freezing cold...9 days..9 days a few hrs.
this count down is driving me mad, but i do it every morning when i hear my alarm go off it trggers in my mind "9 days" or "8 days" and then its a moving picture in my head fo the rst of thw day counting down minutes, hrs seconds, days till i can have some ...everything...till i can have everything all over again and then shortly after it begins again, the cycle of wondering, missing, loving, fearing, loathing till again i start the count down to the next time i will breifly have everything.