messages for everyone, because i adore you alll.
F-List!
(Yes - all 56 of you!)
I didn't include my RL friends- Thea, Breanna, Sharon, Alex. I'd probably write messages like these in your birthday cards... I hope you understand. :)
Lucy (18yuan): You've been such an amazing friend to me. You have nooooo idea how glad, SO GLAD I am to have you back! And that now I can talk to you and fangirl with you frequently. I think you're one of the most gorgeous people ever, inside and out, and I'm thankful we're friends, THE TAEYEON TO MY LIYIN. ♥ XDDD I still have your Shanghai postcards, haha, and I'm just all :O that you plan to send me a Christmas card again. ksgjadkl;sgj In short, I love you, you're amazing, pls to never be changing.
Tonya (_fullofgrace): One of the most talented writers I know! I remember you as one of those people, when I was little Internet/fandom n00b in general, that I just... aspired to be like. Your writing is so effortless, so vivid, and I squee at everything you post and have always wished I can at least have a smidge of your talent. And you don't just write, you also make fanvids which is equally awesome, and just- I know I'm awful at commenting, but you've always been one of those people who I just plain admire. :) *nods* You bring a dash of real-life to your entries that I appreciate, if that makes sense. x)
Sarah (_wickedgrlx0): Ahh Sarah. It's been so long. I don't know where you are right now, but I hope you're having an amazing life. I will never forget our fangirling days... years back, haha. I'VE KNOWN YOU FOR SO LONG, I'VE JUST REALIZED. Since RadNet omg, which was since the dawn of time it seems. You have an exquisite way of writing - everything you write always has a way of getting me all emotional. I adore reading your entries because they make me feel cheerful, you have this enthusiastic-ness to you that I love. I'm really glad I've gotten to know you, and for that amount of time - the thought of it amazes me.
Cornelia (aftersix): THE AMAZING, AMAZING ROSALIE TO MY ALICE. And I am unashamed to admit, one of my absolute idols. You're one of those LJ friends that I just know that one day I have to meet! I'm horrid at commenting, but you never are with commenting in my journal and it makes me all klsgfjaskl;gjsg because ahh! Why are you so kind to me. ;__; For the past year, your comments have always given me a distant older sister vibe - you give me great advice, and you always have the right things to say. We might not be super close but you give me a great sense of comfort. :) I only hope I do the same when I make my rare (I NEED TO CHANGE THIS) comments on your always detailed and well-written entries. ^^
Annemari (annemaris): Oh Annemari, lovely, loveable Annemari (who just got me addicted to one Kris Allen xDDD). You're not easily forgotten - you always stand out in my mind. You're always so considerate, always always sincere, have this enthusiastic that will never evah fail to make me smile, and ahhhh. You always post such interesting entries I adore to read and go through, and you're just so engaging, you know? I know I always say the same things when I do these things for you, haha, but really. I'm glad we're in each other's FLists, and am quite thankful for your presence in mine.
Nikka (aoza): UNNIE. I LOVE YOU A LOT. I don't want to ramble too much, haha, I'm sure you know too well my adoration for you, and how everything you create is already gold, and how I think you're only having this bad luck with boys because CLEARLY JAE IS WAITING FOR YOU K. You work so hard and know how to make me feel better and yes. I love you a lot, you know this, so I shall ramble no more.
Ashley (azurer): I enjoy reading your entries, I really do. I know I don't comment ahhhh, but you have this way of capturing me with your stories! And I just go - AHH MY LIFE IS BORING I CAN'T WAIT TO GET INTO UNI because then I can get to write up entries like you do. x) I also admire that you know both French AND Korean OH HAI IDOL OF MINE haha, because I just adore those two languages. My first impression of you - online at least - was that you're a fab designer. I remember that dbsg layout you made and just gaping over it and ahh. And when I met you in RL! You have such pretty eyes- I wanted to say it out loud but didn't want to be awkward, so I just commented on your awesome camera instead. :P You're one of those LJ friends of mine who also bring a dash of real-life into my FList, along with the much needed fandom, so I'm reallllyy glad to have you around. :)
Rix (badassbaby): Ate Rix! *hugs* It's been a long while since we've actually talked, pero sana okay ka lang. It seems like, with your last entry, that you're not exactly having the best of times. The only thing I can really say is that I hope for the best- you can fight through it. I believe in you. :) I still remember last year, that beautiful, beautiful message you had for me and how it actually made me bawl. You never fail to make such beauty out of words, ate, and I will always you admire for it. And you're just a beautiful person, ahhh, I'm so glad I've gotten to know you and RP'ed with you and that I'm part of your FList. ♥
Daryl (bestlies): I still love your name a lot, and your comments to my (fail!) fic never fail to make me smile and feel better. I have no clue what you see in my writing, haha, but I'm thankful that you see it anyways. Your writing is also quite great- you have this great ability of being able to use such effective first and ending lines that along with the rest of the peace leave me amazed.
Cami (blossomslut): You're just so admirable! I don't even know how to describe it without sounding utterly creepy, haha, but I admire you a lot. You're so pretty and so witty and you seem so fun! What's more is, you love with all your heart and you're a great friend. ^^ AND OMG YOUR VOICE. AHHH. PLS TO NOT GET ME STARTED ON YOUR VOICE, I adore listening to your recordings. I'm just glad I get to be in your FList and bask in your awesomeness.
Anna (bronwenstx): You're so genuine and sincere, and you're so nice to me I don't deserve it ahhh. I enjoy reading your entries when they come by, because, I don't know haha, they seem to have this quality to them that's movie-esque? I'M NOT MAKING SENSE, but I swear it's like you're living out of a movie and it just seems so fun. I'm sorry for sounding weird. xDDD I love fangirling H/L with you, and I will always remember that Christmas card you sent me because your drawing was the cutest thing. xDDD
Tea (colindubya): You already know about how I adore you lots and how you inspire me to write and how I absolutely admire your wit. It really gets me pumped when you encourage me to write more, eeee, because you really do help in that sense. And rereading your stuff always makes me itch to write. You're also so fun to talk to, your comments never failing to make me smile or actually LOL out loud and yes. You're so awesome, Tea- I'm glad we're friends. :D
Iya (conflate): You're one of the most hilarious people in my FList. xDDD Your entries always make me smile- you're just naturally funny and fun and enthusiastic. Your entires are vivid- I probably won't make sense, but I really feel the enthusiasm/insert other emotion here radiating off your entries. It helps me feel like I really am getting to know you, and makes me feel bad about being a sucky commenter. =/ But I also love how you fangirl! You make me feel so happy and just YAY fandom, it's great. x)
Nicole (dmitup): Hello there, fabulous graphic designer. xDD You are so, so talented, and I admire you immensely for that. Your work is just so creative and vivid and make me want to write long, rambly comments about how you totally PWN at design. I enjoy fangirling with you, even though we don't do it that much anymore- but I can remember comment convos we've had about certain ships and characters... I also appreciate you always updating on us, even though you haven't had much luck with that lately. I really hope you're doing well.
Nicole (doomedromance): AHHHHHHHHHH NICOLEEEEE. Sometimes I wonder how people like you can exist, then I just thank the world for having people like you exist. You are so amazingly gorgeous, and you make me feel gorgeous about myself, which I never do, and you are absolutely inspiring. You make me want to be who I really want to be, you make me believe I can do that. You're always so genuine and sincere and when I get a comment from you I find myself rereading it sometimes because they can honestly just make my day. You have an amazing way with words, with your entries, and I always DL your mixes and I'm just amazed at how it manages to reach out to me and that I can relate to it so much. In short, I am forever thankful to have you around- it has saved me so many times. ♥
Neha (downpour): Oh, Neha. You amaze me in so many ways, and I have nothing but utter awe for you and your epic. :) I admire your personality - so utterly different from mine. I can only wish I can do half the things you can. You can really inspire me sometimes, with just how strong and level-headed and awesomely ~fierce~ you are - you help me want to better myself and make myself at least TRY and be as kickass as you are. Even if I just manage to be halfway kickass, idek. I honestly believe you will go a long way- that you'll achieve whatever you set your mind to, and yes, I'll say it again, I can say that I have once fangirled with ya. I know that you haven't been feeling the best lately, so *hugs* and I hope that somehow this little ramble of mine has helped you feel at least a bit better.
Nitya (gracelessheart): OMG BIRTHDAY TWIN HAI. You know, OKAY I WILL ADMIT THIS, but at times I just have to cry about how lucky I am I have a birthday twin/friend/amazing person to know in you. You're utterly beautiful and amazing and exquisite inside and out, and just. WHY ARE YOU SO KIND??? AHHH. You deserve nothing but the best and all the happiness because you never fail to make me feel special and that I'm actually worth it. You do that to ALL YOUR FRIENDS, which I can only admire and wonder at and cry about again. x) You make me appreciate things - just life, Nitya. PLS TO BE GETTING MORE KICKASS BIRTHDAY THAN MINE KTHX.
P.S. Present for you as soon as I finish this!
And I haven't given you my number because I can't seem to control the cost of my bill. =/
Kim (heron_advocate): You are so strong, level-headed, independent, and not afraid to voice out your opinion. That was my first impression of you, well, you know, first online impression, heh, and why I admire you so much. You provide a different, fresh, perspective in my FList, which I appreciate lots, and probably why I just can't let you go. x) By having read certain entries of yours, I've actually felt encouraged to be more assertive and hold things in less- it's made me less afraid of what people think. I have you to thank for helping me with that. :) ALSO - you've stuck with me and my ups and downs in this LJ-ness for so long! Just- thank you so much.
Ophelia (herophelia): I don't know you well enough, and I feel so bad because you seem so amazing! I adore your name for starters, and I really like reading your entries. I'm enjoying getting to know you so far, and I hope you're doing well.
Gemma (illuxtris): It's been so long since I've talked to you Gemma! But I'll always remember as one of those people who I've always admired in my days of complete n00bness. You have this ability to make these gorgeous graphics that scream regal and majestic- you have such a unique style that I'll always remember it - it's so unique and so you. I miss fangirling Narnia with you- all those talks about the movie and Anna's dresses, haha- I hope you can come back and post often again and find something new to fangirl over. ^^
Patricia (im_a_lewser): You never ever ever ever fail to make me feel assured, like I'm actually rational, haha, with your advice. I will seriously never forget how much you've helped me during those times- giving me sisterly advice that I took to heart and actually helped me!!!- about that mysterious thing we both hate and love- booyyysss. xDD I also really appreciate how you check up on me with your comments and ask me how I am and I'm just. I'm not afraid to talk about my life- which I'm always hesitant to, for some reason- with you. You make it so easy for me to open up, and I will always forever appreciate it, and be absolutely thankful for it. Thank you for keeping me sane. :)
Caitlin (imperativa): I really like your presence in my FList. I am incapable of describing it properly... but I like how your entries are short and sweet, and how when you add them all up they tell me a lot about you. I've enjoyed getting to know you so far, and I think you're an admirable person overall. :)
Georgie (jaeya): You have this way of making me happy, I have no clue how to adequately describe it. You haven't been around much, so when we get an entry from you it feels all the more special. You have this presence to you- you're so lively and spunky and not afraid to speak your mind and live your life. You have an eye for gorgeous things and are completely gorgeous yourself. :DDD I'm really thankful I've gotten to known you over the past year or so, Georgie, ah- you're quite amazing.
Cari (jetmeiko): I'm betting if I ever see a picture of you I'd just flail because I just know in my guts that you're gorgeous inside and out. AND YOU HAVE AN EYE, just this eye, for all things gorgeous. I oh so enjoy stalking your journal because you have such pretty layouts, and you use such pretty pictures, and you have dreams that I dream too but can only wish I have the guts to pursue, the guts YOU have. I always look forward to reading your entries, even if I don't comment often- I can relate to them easily, and they don't make me feel so alone.
Ann (kyube): Ahhhh, Ann, I know you're older than me but I just want to squish you! You're older than me yet you manage to be more adorable. xDDD You are so, so nice and I wish when we met up I could've talked to you more because I just know you have a lot of good things to say- you always do in your entries after all. I admire your strength, you have this quiet strength about you that's awe-inspiring, and I just really really want to hug you sometimes. You're sincere, never fake, and I love reading your entries because very often you just say the things I've been dying to. x) I really appreciate and love having you around.
Linh (linhxisxrisque): Linhhh! You're one of the LJ friends I honestly don't think I deserve. :O You're always so nice and always cheer me up or make me laugh and just so fun to talk to! You deserve all the best, seriously, you're so giving to your friends that I just can't help but flail and go WHY, WHY US. You're too good for me! xD You're absolutely adorable, and I'm so glad I've gotten to known you, and your dynamic personality. You always manage to catch my interest with your entries, even though I fail at commenting. >__> I'm quite thankful I've gotten to known you in the past year or so. :DD
Nahrin (misuslovett): NAHRIN AHHH WHERE DO I START WITH YOU. You always manage to brighten up my day, or inspire me to write, to create, or just believe that I can dream, I can indeed reach for the stars. Your entries always get me because number 1- it's YOU, and I just need to hug you and assure you that yes, Nahrin, you are indeed badass, and it's so easy to relate to you- you manage to express in words the emotions, the turmoil that runs in me and is often too difficult to even describe. You always cheer for me, always there to give me a virtual hug or give me advice when I come calling, and I'll never forget how great and amazing of a friend you've been to me. :) ♥
Aileen (mithrabear): Thank you so much for the birthday greeting, Aileen. *hugs* You deserve so much more than what you're getting. I know the feeling of just wanting to break free- going through your Tumblr posts can be such therapy for me, you know. I don't feel so alone. :) What I admire about you is that you don't fail to somehow make me feel better, when we're going through the same stuff. You're so sincere and so kindhearted, Aileen, I'm really glad to be in your FList. :)
Tacha (natacha92): Your Twits (lol omg why are they called this), especially your fangirly ones are always so, so fun to read through! You have this unafraid, expressive-ness to you that I just admire and just have to smile about. x) You're absolutely so fun to fangirl with - you make me ~unafraid~ to show my inner fangirl, and AHHH YOU'RE LEARNING GERMAN ADMIRABLE MUCH??? It's so fun being in your FList and TList- you're an awesome person to get to know.
Emily (nen_yim): Emzy, I'm afraid I'm going to sound like a broken recorder, but you're so amazingly you who never fails to make me smile and who always engages me in the most interesting convos. And I just know when it's you posting an entry because you have such a unique voice. You make me appreciate having been a techie/just techie-ness in general and I'm so, so glad I've gotten to know you this long. IDEK HOW LONG IT'S BEEN, but I do hope it doesn't fade away anytime soon.
Emily (ohmygiddyaunt): YOU. Emily, I miss you so much. It's been so long and just- I demand an update and more frequent ones! You manage to always just get me and make my heart want to burst with emotion with your writing and your singing and just. Yes. You're utterly missable. Pls come backkk~
Annie (ohmyyam): You always manage to do the things I've always wanted to but never can- design websites, own a domain, manage several communities at once, haha, maintain a good graphic comm... you haven't been around lately but I really admire you for that. And I've always appreciated getting a comment from you- you're so genuine about everything! AND DO I HAVE TO COMMENT ON HOW PRETTY YOU ARE? You seriously are, I envy it but adore it lots as well. ^^
Liz (papered): Liz, Liz, Liz. You're awesomesauce for a great many things. Your ability to just be so talented for one! You make layouts beautifully, write beautifully, take photos beautifully, compile beautiful mixes- you get what I mean. xDD But honestly, you can do so much, I just know, have this feeling that you'll be doing completely awesome things that live up to your potential someday. I also really really really appreciate how you always try to strike a convo with fail!me-on-msn. You make me feel at ease- both online and in RL, and you make it so easy to talk to you and fangirl and squee with you.
Jiin (plum_blossoms): I AM STILL FOREVER THANKFUL FOR YOUR KINDNESS AND GENEROSITY. ♥♥♥ You've made the Li Yin fangirl in me SO JOYFUL when I got the "Timeless" single- ACTUALLY IN MY VERY HANDS. I listen to it all I can, with the volume to the max, to truly take in the beauty of SuYin. And I have YOU to thank for getting me it, for being so kind and awesome and not minding my fail. I really have enjoyed getting to know you in your entries- your entries are always so neat and organized and just delightful to read. I sincerely think you're a great asset to the Li Yin international fan comm, and an awesome person to have around in my FList, to actually understand my little fangirly heart. ♥
Gail (proteancharm): You've sent me a card the two times I've asked for them. That has always stood out to me, idk why, but thank you. Really. For taking the time, even though I completely fail at being a friend to you. I really like reading your entries- you don't update often, but when you do, it's all the more special and it often contains quite a lot that I really do feel like I'm being given a glimpse into your life. I appreciate that lots. And just being able to be your LJ friend. Thank you. :)
Wendy (rikayla): Wendy! You amazing force of a mod, you! :P I... have always admired you from far away, before we have friended each other, and now that we've been on each other's FLists for this long I have to say I admire you all the more. You're a talented designer- like I've said before, you have this unique style to your graphics, and as a moderator you're so organized and so on-task and efficient, procrastinator me has to admire it. ^^ And gah, the strength and just... this ~fire~ you have. I can't even describe it. But you have this potential in you that I know you'll make it big somewhere. You go through so much but no matter what, somehow, you manage to piece yourself together. I would've gone completely nuts now if I were you, but idk. I just. You're an amazing person, Wendy. I know you won't believe me when I say it but someday it'll be better. It just has to.
Natalie (ronniekins77): Nataliieee where are youuuu? D: I will never forget how your writing had this effect on me. It made me so happy to know you posted, and then I get swept away in the raw emotions of your pieces. Your writing made me one happy fangirl. :P I also really enjoyed reading your entries- with all their detail and genuineness- and I miss them, and miss you! I hope you'll come back soon.
Diane (roselit): Diane! I know I've always said you're utterly awesome and then you go and say but I'm not Cheska whatareyoutalkingabout, but really, you are! You're so adorable and sweet and kind and so strong. You ~stand tall despite the odds~ and despite the hate you sometimes get FOR A REASON I CANNOT FATHOM, you become the better person and I just admire that completely. I also enjoy reading your writing a lot, and your entries with all its details and photos and insight into your life. :) In short, I can really just say - stay awesome. ^^
CJ (running_shadow): Your Tumblr posts are so you and sometimes so hilarious and can make my day in the sense that I think about it the next day and still find myself smiling. x) You're so genuine, CJ, and I adore that about you. I remember RP'ing with you and how fun that was and now we're just LJ friends but you manage to post awesome entries about you that make me feel all nice inside because you talk about things I love too! Theatre and choir and singing and it makes me feel all the more better and happy that there's someone else who can relate. You're one of those LJ friends of mine I'd like to meet, and just, well, just sing with. :)
Layla (siri_greene): Layla! Where have you beeeenn? I have so much fun fangirling with you and you're so awesome to comment convo with- you must come back! Or at least update again. :DDD
Jen (snowfire): You are so delightful! x) I think that's the perfect word to describe you, haha. You seem so composed and so assured and I really admire it. I love reading your entries and getting comments from you, and I love how you a taste for elegant, sophisticated things. You give me the vibe of someone who belongs in a Jane Austen novel, haha- like an Elizabeth Bennet, someone who has wit and just - I don't even know if I'm making sense anymore. But I really like having you around- you provide me with a fresh perspective on things, and I enjoy hearing your opinions/what you have to say on certain things.
Lauren (songmuse): Lauren, you are the most adorable thing EVAH! My gosh, I am so lucky to have you in my FList, fosrs. You're one of those who just speak what's in my mind, so I can really relate to you, and you just leave me with this fluffy feeling inside, IDK. I'll never understand why you like my voice so much, but your comments to my entries have always made me happy, and once again, fluffy inside! xD You have a fab fashion sense, and you can make people laugh by just being you. You're very true to yourself- I admire that a lot.
Tyler (spellbound): I miss your presence often, then an entry of yours pops up and I just have to smile because it's you! And you always make an effort to update us on your life and I really appreciate that. You have this distinct voice to you, too, haha, so I always remember you. :) I enjoy our comment convos when we do have them- just fangirling and replying to memes- I hope you're doing well!
Tara (spellotaped): You will always remind me of Luna, and since she is one of my fave characters ever, this is FTW. XD I think you're soso pretty, you make an awesome variety of entries - from hilarious to serious that all have me engaged, and that you have astounding photography skills. :O I know I don't comment, and that I'm probably more distant to you than before, but I enjoy having you around. Your entries have that element of real-life to them, that, well, brings me back to reality. That I appreciate, and your presence in my FList.
Linda (splinda): Sis, I don't even know what to say. I really can't express in words how much you mean to me. I CAN'T GO ON WITHOUT WANTING TO CRY SO I PROBABLY WON'T, BUT YES. Love x infinity, idek. I absolutely treasure you. *nods*
Lix (summerstorm): Lix! Lovely Lix. :) I KNOW I HAVE ABSOLUTELY FAILED IN GREETING YOU ON YOUR BIRTHDAY AHHH. Belated happy birthday, and cue my sounding like a broken record, but I admire you in so many ways- you know this. I know I fail at commenting, but I still think you have such interesting things to say and I swear one day I want to meet you and just talk to you. Plus I get to hear your awesome accent. xD You're one of the most interesting people I've ever encountered, and I think you have an exquisite way with words and I think you're amazing period and I'm glad to have you around. Thank you for sticking with me. :)
Hazel (theretroradio): Ahh Hazel- I've already rambled about my admiration for your writing and the ease that comes along with just talking to you. I don't want to sound like a broken record, but I adore having you around and I'm so glad we're LJ friends. I adore reading your entries, from the vague to the creative- I love them all, and think that they tell a lot about you. I'm looking forward to getting to know you even more~
Donna (thund3r): Chatting to you right now, unnie. :) You just slapped me for wanting to give up on uni apps again, haha. I love you a lot, you should know this. If you don't, NINJA KICKS WILL BE COMING YOUR WAY. XDD Our talks have saved me a lot in the past year, and I just appreciate and treasure having you in my life, idek, will stop now before I start crying or something.
Ivy (turtle_goose): Your entries at times have this way of just enlightening me. You always have something interesting to say that it just sticks in my mind for quite some time. I think you're really well-spoken, strong and admirable. :) And you make me want to watch Star Trek! xD Which I should really get around to...
Faiza (waiyza): Faiza, ahhh. Belated happy birthday! I kind of idolize you, actually! What you're going through right now is actually a situation I'm not sure I myself can survive, but reading your entries all about your experience in law school opens up my mind and makes me think that maybe, just maybe, I can have a shot at it too. You make me excited to grow up sometimes, haha. I also really think you're strong despite the odds- yet another thing to admire. It really inspires me seeing someone like that in my FList. Thank you for sticking with me. ^^
Lauren (watchasifall): Lauren. :) I know we don't talk much anymore, but I still read your entries and enjoy reading them. You're so unique that you always stand out to me in my FList, haha- you have this enthusiasm to you that makes me enthusiastic in turn, and you make me want to be unafraid to live my life. You inspire me in that sense. We've been LJ friends for quite a while now, too- thank you so so much for still being around.
Christina (waveless): Christina! You know, I actually love how different my online and RL impression of you are. I think it shows how dynamic you can truly be. You make me feel so hyper and enthusiastic and I love how infectious your energy can be! And you have this ability to always make me laugh with your random comments or random comments in your entries. I love how unafraid you are to be yourself, and that you're such a good friend.
lwesgtjadl;skgj listening to "Love In The Ice" and I freaking feel like bawling. IDEK. I feel strangely emotional tonight. ;__;
I am seventeen going on eighteen... *hums*
Thank you to those who have greeted me- on Twitter, on Facebook.
I hope I didn't forget anyone. :O Please let me know if I did, and I'll write up something for you, I promise.
Off to sleep. Have to clean for my birthday party, heh.
(Yes - all 56 of you!)
I didn't include my RL friends- Thea, Breanna, Sharon, Alex. I'd probably write messages like these in your birthday cards... I hope you understand. :)
Lucy (18yuan): You've been such an amazing friend to me. You have nooooo idea how glad, SO GLAD I am to have you back! And that now I can talk to you and fangirl with you frequently. I think you're one of the most gorgeous people ever, inside and out, and I'm thankful we're friends, THE TAEYEON TO MY LIYIN. ♥ XDDD I still have your Shanghai postcards, haha, and I'm just all :O that you plan to send me a Christmas card again. ksgjadkl;sgj In short, I love you, you're amazing, pls to never be changing.
Tonya (_fullofgrace): One of the most talented writers I know! I remember you as one of those people, when I was little Internet/fandom n00b in general, that I just... aspired to be like. Your writing is so effortless, so vivid, and I squee at everything you post and have always wished I can at least have a smidge of your talent. And you don't just write, you also make fanvids which is equally awesome, and just- I know I'm awful at commenting, but you've always been one of those people who I just plain admire. :) *nods* You bring a dash of real-life to your entries that I appreciate, if that makes sense. x)
Sarah (_wickedgrlx0): Ahh Sarah. It's been so long. I don't know where you are right now, but I hope you're having an amazing life. I will never forget our fangirling days... years back, haha. I'VE KNOWN YOU FOR SO LONG, I'VE JUST REALIZED. Since RadNet omg, which was since the dawn of time it seems. You have an exquisite way of writing - everything you write always has a way of getting me all emotional. I adore reading your entries because they make me feel cheerful, you have this enthusiastic-ness to you that I love. I'm really glad I've gotten to know you, and for that amount of time - the thought of it amazes me.
Cornelia (aftersix): THE AMAZING, AMAZING ROSALIE TO MY ALICE. And I am unashamed to admit, one of my absolute idols. You're one of those LJ friends that I just know that one day I have to meet! I'm horrid at commenting, but you never are with commenting in my journal and it makes me all klsgfjaskl;gjsg because ahh! Why are you so kind to me. ;__; For the past year, your comments have always given me a distant older sister vibe - you give me great advice, and you always have the right things to say. We might not be super close but you give me a great sense of comfort. :) I only hope I do the same when I make my rare (I NEED TO CHANGE THIS) comments on your always detailed and well-written entries. ^^
Annemari (annemaris): Oh Annemari, lovely, loveable Annemari (who just got me addicted to one Kris Allen xDDD). You're not easily forgotten - you always stand out in my mind. You're always so considerate, always always sincere, have this enthusiastic that will never evah fail to make me smile, and ahhhh. You always post such interesting entries I adore to read and go through, and you're just so engaging, you know? I know I always say the same things when I do these things for you, haha, but really. I'm glad we're in each other's FLists, and am quite thankful for your presence in mine.
Nikka (aoza): UNNIE. I LOVE YOU A LOT. I don't want to ramble too much, haha, I'm sure you know too well my adoration for you, and how everything you create is already gold, and how I think you're only having this bad luck with boys because CLEARLY JAE IS WAITING FOR YOU K. You work so hard and know how to make me feel better and yes. I love you a lot, you know this, so I shall ramble no more.
Ashley (azurer): I enjoy reading your entries, I really do. I know I don't comment ahhhh, but you have this way of capturing me with your stories! And I just go - AHH MY LIFE IS BORING I CAN'T WAIT TO GET INTO UNI because then I can get to write up entries like you do. x) I also admire that you know both French AND Korean OH HAI IDOL OF MINE haha, because I just adore those two languages. My first impression of you - online at least - was that you're a fab designer. I remember that dbsg layout you made and just gaping over it and ahh. And when I met you in RL! You have such pretty eyes- I wanted to say it out loud but didn't want to be awkward, so I just commented on your awesome camera instead. :P You're one of those LJ friends of mine who also bring a dash of real-life into my FList, along with the much needed fandom, so I'm reallllyy glad to have you around. :)
Rix (badassbaby): Ate Rix! *hugs* It's been a long while since we've actually talked, pero sana okay ka lang. It seems like, with your last entry, that you're not exactly having the best of times. The only thing I can really say is that I hope for the best- you can fight through it. I believe in you. :) I still remember last year, that beautiful, beautiful message you had for me and how it actually made me bawl. You never fail to make such beauty out of words, ate, and I will always you admire for it. And you're just a beautiful person, ahhh, I'm so glad I've gotten to know you and RP'ed with you and that I'm part of your FList. ♥
Daryl (bestlies): I still love your name a lot, and your comments to my (fail!) fic never fail to make me smile and feel better. I have no clue what you see in my writing, haha, but I'm thankful that you see it anyways. Your writing is also quite great- you have this great ability of being able to use such effective first and ending lines that along with the rest of the peace leave me amazed.
Cami (blossomslut): You're just so admirable! I don't even know how to describe it without sounding utterly creepy, haha, but I admire you a lot. You're so pretty and so witty and you seem so fun! What's more is, you love with all your heart and you're a great friend. ^^ AND OMG YOUR VOICE. AHHH. PLS TO NOT GET ME STARTED ON YOUR VOICE, I adore listening to your recordings. I'm just glad I get to be in your FList and bask in your awesomeness.
Anna (bronwenstx): You're so genuine and sincere, and you're so nice to me I don't deserve it ahhh. I enjoy reading your entries when they come by, because, I don't know haha, they seem to have this quality to them that's movie-esque? I'M NOT MAKING SENSE, but I swear it's like you're living out of a movie and it just seems so fun. I'm sorry for sounding weird. xDDD I love fangirling H/L with you, and I will always remember that Christmas card you sent me because your drawing was the cutest thing. xDDD
Tea (colindubya): You already know about how I adore you lots and how you inspire me to write and how I absolutely admire your wit. It really gets me pumped when you encourage me to write more, eeee, because you really do help in that sense. And rereading your stuff always makes me itch to write. You're also so fun to talk to, your comments never failing to make me smile or actually LOL out loud and yes. You're so awesome, Tea- I'm glad we're friends. :D
Iya (conflate): You're one of the most hilarious people in my FList. xDDD Your entries always make me smile- you're just naturally funny and fun and enthusiastic. Your entires are vivid- I probably won't make sense, but I really feel the enthusiasm/insert other emotion here radiating off your entries. It helps me feel like I really am getting to know you, and makes me feel bad about being a sucky commenter. =/ But I also love how you fangirl! You make me feel so happy and just YAY fandom, it's great. x)
Nicole (dmitup): Hello there, fabulous graphic designer. xDD You are so, so talented, and I admire you immensely for that. Your work is just so creative and vivid and make me want to write long, rambly comments about how you totally PWN at design. I enjoy fangirling with you, even though we don't do it that much anymore- but I can remember comment convos we've had about certain ships and characters... I also appreciate you always updating on us, even though you haven't had much luck with that lately. I really hope you're doing well.
Nicole (doomedromance): AHHHHHHHHHH NICOLEEEEE. Sometimes I wonder how people like you can exist, then I just thank the world for having people like you exist. You are so amazingly gorgeous, and you make me feel gorgeous about myself, which I never do, and you are absolutely inspiring. You make me want to be who I really want to be, you make me believe I can do that. You're always so genuine and sincere and when I get a comment from you I find myself rereading it sometimes because they can honestly just make my day. You have an amazing way with words, with your entries, and I always DL your mixes and I'm just amazed at how it manages to reach out to me and that I can relate to it so much. In short, I am forever thankful to have you around- it has saved me so many times. ♥
Neha (downpour): Oh, Neha. You amaze me in so many ways, and I have nothing but utter awe for you and your epic. :) I admire your personality - so utterly different from mine. I can only wish I can do half the things you can. You can really inspire me sometimes, with just how strong and level-headed and awesomely ~fierce~ you are - you help me want to better myself and make myself at least TRY and be as kickass as you are. Even if I just manage to be halfway kickass, idek. I honestly believe you will go a long way- that you'll achieve whatever you set your mind to, and yes, I'll say it again, I can say that I have once fangirled with ya. I know that you haven't been feeling the best lately, so *hugs* and I hope that somehow this little ramble of mine has helped you feel at least a bit better.
Nitya (gracelessheart): OMG BIRTHDAY TWIN HAI. You know, OKAY I WILL ADMIT THIS, but at times I just have to cry about how lucky I am I have a birthday twin/friend/amazing person to know in you. You're utterly beautiful and amazing and exquisite inside and out, and just. WHY ARE YOU SO KIND??? AHHH. You deserve nothing but the best and all the happiness because you never fail to make me feel special and that I'm actually worth it. You do that to ALL YOUR FRIENDS, which I can only admire and wonder at and cry about again. x) You make me appreciate things - just life, Nitya. PLS TO BE GETTING MORE KICKASS BIRTHDAY THAN MINE KTHX.
P.S. Present for you as soon as I finish this!
And I haven't given you my number because I can't seem to control the cost of my bill. =/
Kim (heron_advocate): You are so strong, level-headed, independent, and not afraid to voice out your opinion. That was my first impression of you, well, you know, first online impression, heh, and why I admire you so much. You provide a different, fresh, perspective in my FList, which I appreciate lots, and probably why I just can't let you go. x) By having read certain entries of yours, I've actually felt encouraged to be more assertive and hold things in less- it's made me less afraid of what people think. I have you to thank for helping me with that. :) ALSO - you've stuck with me and my ups and downs in this LJ-ness for so long! Just- thank you so much.
Ophelia (herophelia): I don't know you well enough, and I feel so bad because you seem so amazing! I adore your name for starters, and I really like reading your entries. I'm enjoying getting to know you so far, and I hope you're doing well.
Gemma (illuxtris): It's been so long since I've talked to you Gemma! But I'll always remember as one of those people who I've always admired in my days of complete n00bness. You have this ability to make these gorgeous graphics that scream regal and majestic- you have such a unique style that I'll always remember it - it's so unique and so you. I miss fangirling Narnia with you- all those talks about the movie and Anna's dresses, haha- I hope you can come back and post often again and find something new to fangirl over. ^^
Patricia (im_a_lewser): You never ever ever ever fail to make me feel assured, like I'm actually rational, haha, with your advice. I will seriously never forget how much you've helped me during those times- giving me sisterly advice that I took to heart and actually helped me!!!- about that mysterious thing we both hate and love- booyyysss. xDD I also really appreciate how you check up on me with your comments and ask me how I am and I'm just. I'm not afraid to talk about my life- which I'm always hesitant to, for some reason- with you. You make it so easy for me to open up, and I will always forever appreciate it, and be absolutely thankful for it. Thank you for keeping me sane. :)
Caitlin (imperativa): I really like your presence in my FList. I am incapable of describing it properly... but I like how your entries are short and sweet, and how when you add them all up they tell me a lot about you. I've enjoyed getting to know you so far, and I think you're an admirable person overall. :)
Georgie (jaeya): You have this way of making me happy, I have no clue how to adequately describe it. You haven't been around much, so when we get an entry from you it feels all the more special. You have this presence to you- you're so lively and spunky and not afraid to speak your mind and live your life. You have an eye for gorgeous things and are completely gorgeous yourself. :DDD I'm really thankful I've gotten to known you over the past year or so, Georgie, ah- you're quite amazing.
Cari (jetmeiko): I'm betting if I ever see a picture of you I'd just flail because I just know in my guts that you're gorgeous inside and out. AND YOU HAVE AN EYE, just this eye, for all things gorgeous. I oh so enjoy stalking your journal because you have such pretty layouts, and you use such pretty pictures, and you have dreams that I dream too but can only wish I have the guts to pursue, the guts YOU have. I always look forward to reading your entries, even if I don't comment often- I can relate to them easily, and they don't make me feel so alone.
Ann (kyube): Ahhhh, Ann, I know you're older than me but I just want to squish you! You're older than me yet you manage to be more adorable. xDDD You are so, so nice and I wish when we met up I could've talked to you more because I just know you have a lot of good things to say- you always do in your entries after all. I admire your strength, you have this quiet strength about you that's awe-inspiring, and I just really really want to hug you sometimes. You're sincere, never fake, and I love reading your entries because very often you just say the things I've been dying to. x) I really appreciate and love having you around.
Linh (linhxisxrisque): Linhhh! You're one of the LJ friends I honestly don't think I deserve. :O You're always so nice and always cheer me up or make me laugh and just so fun to talk to! You deserve all the best, seriously, you're so giving to your friends that I just can't help but flail and go WHY, WHY US. You're too good for me! xD You're absolutely adorable, and I'm so glad I've gotten to known you, and your dynamic personality. You always manage to catch my interest with your entries, even though I fail at commenting. >__> I'm quite thankful I've gotten to known you in the past year or so. :DD
Nahrin (misuslovett): NAHRIN AHHH WHERE DO I START WITH YOU. You always manage to brighten up my day, or inspire me to write, to create, or just believe that I can dream, I can indeed reach for the stars. Your entries always get me because number 1- it's YOU, and I just need to hug you and assure you that yes, Nahrin, you are indeed badass, and it's so easy to relate to you- you manage to express in words the emotions, the turmoil that runs in me and is often too difficult to even describe. You always cheer for me, always there to give me a virtual hug or give me advice when I come calling, and I'll never forget how great and amazing of a friend you've been to me. :) ♥
Aileen (mithrabear): Thank you so much for the birthday greeting, Aileen. *hugs* You deserve so much more than what you're getting. I know the feeling of just wanting to break free- going through your Tumblr posts can be such therapy for me, you know. I don't feel so alone. :) What I admire about you is that you don't fail to somehow make me feel better, when we're going through the same stuff. You're so sincere and so kindhearted, Aileen, I'm really glad to be in your FList. :)
Tacha (natacha92): Your Twits (lol omg why are they called this), especially your fangirly ones are always so, so fun to read through! You have this unafraid, expressive-ness to you that I just admire and just have to smile about. x) You're absolutely so fun to fangirl with - you make me ~unafraid~ to show my inner fangirl, and AHHH YOU'RE LEARNING GERMAN ADMIRABLE MUCH??? It's so fun being in your FList and TList- you're an awesome person to get to know.
Emily (nen_yim): Emzy, I'm afraid I'm going to sound like a broken recorder, but you're so amazingly you who never fails to make me smile and who always engages me in the most interesting convos. And I just know when it's you posting an entry because you have such a unique voice. You make me appreciate having been a techie/just techie-ness in general and I'm so, so glad I've gotten to know you this long. IDEK HOW LONG IT'S BEEN, but I do hope it doesn't fade away anytime soon.
Emily (ohmygiddyaunt): YOU. Emily, I miss you so much. It's been so long and just- I demand an update and more frequent ones! You manage to always just get me and make my heart want to burst with emotion with your writing and your singing and just. Yes. You're utterly missable. Pls come backkk~
Annie (ohmyyam): You always manage to do the things I've always wanted to but never can- design websites, own a domain, manage several communities at once, haha, maintain a good graphic comm... you haven't been around lately but I really admire you for that. And I've always appreciated getting a comment from you- you're so genuine about everything! AND DO I HAVE TO COMMENT ON HOW PRETTY YOU ARE? You seriously are, I envy it but adore it lots as well. ^^
Liz (papered): Liz, Liz, Liz. You're awesomesauce for a great many things. Your ability to just be so talented for one! You make layouts beautifully, write beautifully, take photos beautifully, compile beautiful mixes- you get what I mean. xDD But honestly, you can do so much, I just know, have this feeling that you'll be doing completely awesome things that live up to your potential someday. I also really really really appreciate how you always try to strike a convo with fail!me-on-msn. You make me feel at ease- both online and in RL, and you make it so easy to talk to you and fangirl and squee with you.
Jiin (plum_blossoms): I AM STILL FOREVER THANKFUL FOR YOUR KINDNESS AND GENEROSITY. ♥♥♥ You've made the Li Yin fangirl in me SO JOYFUL when I got the "Timeless" single- ACTUALLY IN MY VERY HANDS. I listen to it all I can, with the volume to the max, to truly take in the beauty of SuYin. And I have YOU to thank for getting me it, for being so kind and awesome and not minding my fail. I really have enjoyed getting to know you in your entries- your entries are always so neat and organized and just delightful to read. I sincerely think you're a great asset to the Li Yin international fan comm, and an awesome person to have around in my FList, to actually understand my little fangirly heart. ♥
Gail (proteancharm): You've sent me a card the two times I've asked for them. That has always stood out to me, idk why, but thank you. Really. For taking the time, even though I completely fail at being a friend to you. I really like reading your entries- you don't update often, but when you do, it's all the more special and it often contains quite a lot that I really do feel like I'm being given a glimpse into your life. I appreciate that lots. And just being able to be your LJ friend. Thank you. :)
Wendy (rikayla): Wendy! You amazing force of a mod, you! :P I... have always admired you from far away, before we have friended each other, and now that we've been on each other's FLists for this long I have to say I admire you all the more. You're a talented designer- like I've said before, you have this unique style to your graphics, and as a moderator you're so organized and so on-task and efficient, procrastinator me has to admire it. ^^ And gah, the strength and just... this ~fire~ you have. I can't even describe it. But you have this potential in you that I know you'll make it big somewhere. You go through so much but no matter what, somehow, you manage to piece yourself together. I would've gone completely nuts now if I were you, but idk. I just. You're an amazing person, Wendy. I know you won't believe me when I say it but someday it'll be better. It just has to.
Natalie (ronniekins77): Nataliieee where are youuuu? D: I will never forget how your writing had this effect on me. It made me so happy to know you posted, and then I get swept away in the raw emotions of your pieces. Your writing made me one happy fangirl. :P I also really enjoyed reading your entries- with all their detail and genuineness- and I miss them, and miss you! I hope you'll come back soon.
Diane (roselit): Diane! I know I've always said you're utterly awesome and then you go and say but I'm not Cheska whatareyoutalkingabout, but really, you are! You're so adorable and sweet and kind and so strong. You ~stand tall despite the odds~ and despite the hate you sometimes get FOR A REASON I CANNOT FATHOM, you become the better person and I just admire that completely. I also enjoy reading your writing a lot, and your entries with all its details and photos and insight into your life. :) In short, I can really just say - stay awesome. ^^
CJ (running_shadow): Your Tumblr posts are so you and sometimes so hilarious and can make my day in the sense that I think about it the next day and still find myself smiling. x) You're so genuine, CJ, and I adore that about you. I remember RP'ing with you and how fun that was and now we're just LJ friends but you manage to post awesome entries about you that make me feel all nice inside because you talk about things I love too! Theatre and choir and singing and it makes me feel all the more better and happy that there's someone else who can relate. You're one of those LJ friends of mine I'd like to meet, and just, well, just sing with. :)
Layla (siri_greene): Layla! Where have you beeeenn? I have so much fun fangirling with you and you're so awesome to comment convo with- you must come back! Or at least update again. :DDD
Jen (snowfire): You are so delightful! x) I think that's the perfect word to describe you, haha. You seem so composed and so assured and I really admire it. I love reading your entries and getting comments from you, and I love how you a taste for elegant, sophisticated things. You give me the vibe of someone who belongs in a Jane Austen novel, haha- like an Elizabeth Bennet, someone who has wit and just - I don't even know if I'm making sense anymore. But I really like having you around- you provide me with a fresh perspective on things, and I enjoy hearing your opinions/what you have to say on certain things.
Lauren (songmuse): Lauren, you are the most adorable thing EVAH! My gosh, I am so lucky to have you in my FList, fosrs. You're one of those who just speak what's in my mind, so I can really relate to you, and you just leave me with this fluffy feeling inside, IDK. I'll never understand why you like my voice so much, but your comments to my entries have always made me happy, and once again, fluffy inside! xD You have a fab fashion sense, and you can make people laugh by just being you. You're very true to yourself- I admire that a lot.
Tyler (spellbound): I miss your presence often, then an entry of yours pops up and I just have to smile because it's you! And you always make an effort to update us on your life and I really appreciate that. You have this distinct voice to you, too, haha, so I always remember you. :) I enjoy our comment convos when we do have them- just fangirling and replying to memes- I hope you're doing well!
Tara (spellotaped): You will always remind me of Luna, and since she is one of my fave characters ever, this is FTW. XD I think you're soso pretty, you make an awesome variety of entries - from hilarious to serious that all have me engaged, and that you have astounding photography skills. :O I know I don't comment, and that I'm probably more distant to you than before, but I enjoy having you around. Your entries have that element of real-life to them, that, well, brings me back to reality. That I appreciate, and your presence in my FList.
Linda (splinda): Sis, I don't even know what to say. I really can't express in words how much you mean to me. I CAN'T GO ON WITHOUT WANTING TO CRY SO I PROBABLY WON'T, BUT YES. Love x infinity, idek. I absolutely treasure you. *nods*
Lix (summerstorm): Lix! Lovely Lix. :) I KNOW I HAVE ABSOLUTELY FAILED IN GREETING YOU ON YOUR BIRTHDAY AHHH. Belated happy birthday, and cue my sounding like a broken record, but I admire you in so many ways- you know this. I know I fail at commenting, but I still think you have such interesting things to say and I swear one day I want to meet you and just talk to you. Plus I get to hear your awesome accent. xD You're one of the most interesting people I've ever encountered, and I think you have an exquisite way with words and I think you're amazing period and I'm glad to have you around. Thank you for sticking with me. :)
Hazel (theretroradio): Ahh Hazel- I've already rambled about my admiration for your writing and the ease that comes along with just talking to you. I don't want to sound like a broken record, but I adore having you around and I'm so glad we're LJ friends. I adore reading your entries, from the vague to the creative- I love them all, and think that they tell a lot about you. I'm looking forward to getting to know you even more~
Donna (thund3r): Chatting to you right now, unnie. :) You just slapped me for wanting to give up on uni apps again, haha. I love you a lot, you should know this. If you don't, NINJA KICKS WILL BE COMING YOUR WAY. XDD Our talks have saved me a lot in the past year, and I just appreciate and treasure having you in my life, idek, will stop now before I start crying or something.
Ivy (turtle_goose): Your entries at times have this way of just enlightening me. You always have something interesting to say that it just sticks in my mind for quite some time. I think you're really well-spoken, strong and admirable. :) And you make me want to watch Star Trek! xD Which I should really get around to...
Faiza (waiyza): Faiza, ahhh. Belated happy birthday! I kind of idolize you, actually! What you're going through right now is actually a situation I'm not sure I myself can survive, but reading your entries all about your experience in law school opens up my mind and makes me think that maybe, just maybe, I can have a shot at it too. You make me excited to grow up sometimes, haha. I also really think you're strong despite the odds- yet another thing to admire. It really inspires me seeing someone like that in my FList. Thank you for sticking with me. ^^
Lauren (watchasifall): Lauren. :) I know we don't talk much anymore, but I still read your entries and enjoy reading them. You're so unique that you always stand out to me in my FList, haha- you have this enthusiasm to you that makes me enthusiastic in turn, and you make me want to be unafraid to live my life. You inspire me in that sense. We've been LJ friends for quite a while now, too- thank you so so much for still being around.
Christina (waveless): Christina! You know, I actually love how different my online and RL impression of you are. I think it shows how dynamic you can truly be. You make me feel so hyper and enthusiastic and I love how infectious your energy can be! And you have this ability to always make me laugh with your random comments or random comments in your entries. I love how unafraid you are to be yourself, and that you're such a good friend.
lwesgtjadl;skgj listening to "Love In The Ice" and I freaking feel like bawling. IDEK. I feel strangely emotional tonight. ;__;
I am seventeen going on eighteen... *hums*
Thank you to those who have greeted me- on Twitter, on Facebook.
I hope I didn't forget anyone. :O Please let me know if I did, and I'll write up something for you, I promise.
Off to sleep. Have to clean for my birthday party, heh.