-this is marci and this is a jumbled mess but...
anonymous
July 22 2005, 18:22:28 UTC
hey, this is the weirdest thing ever, when i got this comment i teared up.
you have no idea, there isn't one day that i don't think about all of you. in the last week i've had about 2-3 separate dreams about you, your apartment, and CHOOPA!
since sometime last week i've started writing and brainstorming an appology letter to the three of you. i still have a lot more writing to do.
you have no idea how much i miss you, or how jealous i am that i can't be there for the three of you and your new baby. whenever i see jenni i always ask how you are doing, and how the baby is comming along.
i really wish we could have started a friendship that wasn't based on how we were gonna get fucked up all the time. i hear you've changed because of the baby and i was so proud to hear that! i too have changed quite a bit, and am working, have a cell phone finally making my own money.
looking back on what i allowed to happen in your appartment makes me sick to my stumach. it just wasn't me, i would have never let something like that happen...ever. in the letter im writing you i still planned on sending you the money i owed you because i told you i would when i got a job and could make my own money, don't think i forgot about it.
gosh this is still so weird to hear from you because ive been thinking about you sooo much, and ive just had a feeling i might hear from you whether it was good or bad.
i don't expect you all to forgive me for what happened, but i still love you all so much and i will never forget any of you.
i'm just as upset at myself as you are at me.
can i call you sometime? or should i just send the letter?? you can message me on aim anytime still "teefs and toofs" or you can call --me...810-515-5142
you have no idea, there isn't one day that i don't think about all of you. in the last week i've had about 2-3 separate dreams about you, your apartment, and CHOOPA!
since sometime last week i've started writing and brainstorming an appology letter to the three of you. i still have a lot more writing to do.
you have no idea how much i miss you, or how jealous i am that i can't be there for the three of you and your new baby. whenever i see jenni i always ask how you are doing, and how the baby is comming along.
i really wish we could have started a friendship that wasn't based on how we were gonna get fucked up all the time. i hear you've changed because of the baby and i was so proud to hear that! i too have changed quite a bit, and am working, have a cell phone finally making my own money.
looking back on what i allowed to happen in your appartment makes me sick to my stumach. it just wasn't me, i would have never let something like that happen...ever. in the letter im writing you i still planned on sending you the money i owed you because i told you i would when i got a job and could make my own money, don't think i forgot about it.
gosh this is still so weird to hear from you because ive been thinking about you sooo much, and ive just had a feeling i might hear from you whether it was good or bad.
i don't expect you all to forgive me for what happened, but i still love you all so much and i will never forget any of you.
i'm just as upset at myself as you are at me.
can i call you sometime? or should i just send the letter?? you can message me on aim anytime still "teefs and toofs" or you can call --me...810-515-5142
=( i mish you too.
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